dollartee

2009-09-12T15:43:00.000+08:00

HAI ..
a week full of sighs ..
sip started ..
bf went into army ..
got into a car accident ..
felt so so disappointed ..
well well ..
i do not want to list down details but ya ..

i'm lazy to blog le so ya ..
shall leave it ..

2009-08-29T02:38:00.002+08:00

dollartee WAS happy today ..
well ..
went to meet esther and su for buffet after their paper today ..
den went back to sch for first aid course ..
was happy ..

den met a friend who wasn't happy .
wanted to make him feel better but i made it worse ..
felt so helpless for not helping ..
and i made myself worst cause i made things worse ..
i feel so bad for leaving my friend just there just like that ..
but well ..
there's nth i could help ..
i went to play e swing in e park ..
and i ended up having to get another friend to make me happy ..

oh well ..
still thanks FARHAN for cheering me up ..
=)

hmm ..
i still don't like it when people say i treat them like a kid ..
well ..
i know we are all grown ups ..
we know what we are doing and we know how to handle ourselves ..
but whats wrong with being concern ??
whats wrong by asking and worrying ?
did i did it wrongly ?
because its e second time when someone said that i treat them like a small kid ..
=(

oh well ..
blog so much but who will understand ?
no one would read either ..
=/

2009-08-26T20:54:00.000+08:00

WOOHOOOO~~~~~
dorothy is damn happy ..
she finished her one and only exam paper ytd ..
not really super good cause i think 15 marks or more flew away ..
but just got super high after that ..
was damn relieved that it was over though ..
den had a family day ..
been months since i went out with my family ..
went to visit my grandma at the hospital too ..
she became so skinny ..
=/

oh well ..
went out with bf after that ..
had a sumptuous dinner which spent all my money for the week ..
haha ..
had a great time with him over dinner ..
=)

today had my driving test for the second time ..
and i passed !!!!
=D
happy happy ..
but well ..
some things spoiled my day ..
wanted to apply license den got not enough money in my nets ..
so had my dad to transfer ..
next e photo was too small so had to take photo ..
but i brought 6 bucks out and the photos are 9 bucks ..
and the shop dun accept nets ..
so ya ..
had to withdraw before i go back to take photo ..
den the uncle took my face and it looked damn fat ..
=/
and finally the cdc office ppl told me they could withdraw for me ..
=(
i wasted like a long bus trip out to withdraw my money ..
well ..
parents picked me up and we went back to pray ..

thats all for these days ..
well well ..
nth much to do these days too ..
and will start taking mt first aid course ..
haha ..

2009-08-23T23:10:00.000+08:00

well well .. i'm back .. i'm suppose to be studying but apparently i have no mood to do so .. i don't know why ..

went xlb buffet with james ytd .. it was nice .. but we didn't eat much .. almost got charged for the excess food .. well .. zhiliang suppose to come along but he didn't in the end .. was quite disappointed though .. and kinda said some bad stuff to him .. oh well ..

i agree to have zhengyee as my god bro .. if he gets at least a 3 for his GPA .. and that got him motivated to study for it .. =)

i can't wait for exams to be over though i only have a paper .. its super irritating i guess .. i'm still far from completing and i'm so not motivated .. AHHHH .. why ?? =(

** test is coming and i really wish i could pass it .. if i could i'll be damn happy i guess ..

you came back and you'll be flying again .. i really wish you could be there more .. and i've been waiting since before you graduate .. i guess things will not change unless a miracle happen ba ..
seriously .. i think your other friends know you better than i do ..
=(

well .. i guess i emo a lot at night ba .. sometimes it just gets me thinking .. i don't know why but i tends to think a lot at night ..

oh well .. seriously who cares and who bothers ?
i guess no one would know either ..
and most even forgot that i have a blog i guess ..

2009-08-18T21:22:00.001+08:00

WOW !! i didn't blog for super long.
guess i'm just too lazy to do so .. at the same time no one reads ba ..
but i think i can from time to time esp when i think i need to blog.
went to UBIN to camp over and recee for our event.
well had lots of fun during the stay over.
maybe should allow the pictures to do the saying ya ..

From Trail Blazers Recee

Edited these three photos ..

From Trail Blazers Recee

This is for recee
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and this for stay over
http://picasaweb.google.com/dollartee/StayoverUbin?feat=directlink

i'm at home now and i've got nth to do ..
well actually i do .. is to study but i'm just too bored and lazy to do so ya ..
someone tell me what to do ?
i'm so tighted up by stuff till i'm so lazy to do anything.
For people who don't know, i'm now the president of TPAC so ya ..
need to do all my AC stuff here and there ..
and i really hope things run well cause i'm really afraid that they wouldn't ..
=/

Friends ..
i made more and new friends ..
people like ben yap, james, zhengyee, huiyi ...
seen them around before but ya ..
got to know them better and talk to them more ..
i found out that shawn stays near me !
haha ..

boyfriend ..
he's still the same i guess ..
as busy working, flying around ..
sometimes he dun even have the time for me ..
oh well ..
i really wish he could be there all the time when i need him ..
guess it'll never be easy ..

school ..
studies are fine ..
put projects, presentations and all to an end ..
exams are coming and i only have a paper ..
dunno if its great or not because i don't have the motivation to study ..
classmates are as usual awesome ..
they are always there when you needed someone ..
always there for you ..

thats my life now ..
=)

2009-04-12T02:15:00.002+08:00

Well, i never blogged for a freaking long time .. well sometimes i'm just lazy to do so .. another was sometimes i dun see a point to do so cause no one reads .. every one will be busy with their own life and who bothers about yours ya .. and ya .. many things changed .. i nv blog hop for very long .. dunno whats going on with my friends .. kinda lost most of my year 1 friends and my sec friends .. made new reliez friends and the on going but reducing AC friends .. the hoping to get back SU and accion friends .. well .. too much to describe e different feelings at different point of time ..

AC was a disaster for me i guess .. do regretted joining as a main comm .. not being recognised .. do all e shit work .. got all e excuses and pushed back memos .. F up management .. lost of friends .. not worth i should say .. i dunno how e rest felt but ya .. this is how i feel though ..

I felt so bad for SU caused i joined sub com and nv been there for much events .. was a let down .. i wanted to be there so badly .. sometimes cause of AC like of course and sometimes cause of the friends that i didn't really made during camp cause i was late .. and so i didn't really dare to turn up either and i know i lose out a lot of fun .. but sad to say i didn't want to go there and be alone cause i have no one to be with there ..

Sometimes i feel so alone .. so much that i dunno who i can talk to .. and i hate e feeling ya .. i hate being left out .. hate being alone .. it always leaves me with an insecure feeling .. but ya .. i dunno what to blog about now ..

damn random stuff .. FO was a blast .. at least for most of us .. well still there's irritating ppl around and ya .. everyone enjoyed FO !! =)
ACCION is offically a year old !! =)

everything is still kind of fine and at the same time not fine ..
i dunno ..
everything's just here and there ..
i'm opening up my blog again and ya .. sry for whoever who got offended if u read and post below .. cause those are unhappiness of months ago ! =)

LOVES people of AC, ACCION, RELIEZ, SU, e' and you ..
LOVES ALL =)

2008-10-18T03:24:00.002+08:00

Actually sometimes, i'm quite disappointed with people ..
i dunno what to say but ya ..
you know friends could actually plan outings and all and nv ask you along ..
how would you feel if you know about it ??
sometimes they say we drifted away ..
but how could ppl be close when you didn't even ask them out in the first place ??

first there was acc ..
you know lla
the usual group would go out and all ..
first it was the bday celebration of kori ..
den the last min bball that i know ..
den jux read some blog that they went somewhere ..
like whatever ..
you could say that i'm busy or what ..
i no longer see the point of taking my initiative to ask anymore ..
and ya ..
probably tired of being hurt by these lil stuff ..

many more examples but too lazy to list them out ..
probably i'll just stick to ac and be antisocial and get my studies done bahx ..
be realistic man !!
thats how cruel the world is !

and you ..
i think you changed ..
for the good or bad i dunno ..
u no longer seems like the one i know ..
i'm still fine with u personally ..
but once it comes to work, i really find myself hating you ..
i dunno whats goin on but sometimes i feel disappointed ..
bout the things you say and you do ..
i feel like strangling you at times ..
its so difficult to act as if nth happened ..
for i know you are no longer the same ..
you are busier, not so good at temper anymore and ya ..
many more ..
i no longer have great nice chats with you ..
instead i have it with the others ..
i do find myself facing you with nth much to say ..
i realised we started quarrelling over small stuff ..
i always choose to remain silent ..
cux i'm jux too tired to explain, too tired to bother ..
you USED to be my real best friend ..
but now ..
i find myself having difficulty communicating with you ..
is it mie ? or is it you ??
i really don't know ..
if i were to look at you from the outside ..
you start to have symtoms of him ..
the him that we dislike ..
everything that you do draws yourself a step nearer to him ..
i dunno why but thats what i felt if i were to look at you the way i looked at him ..
i don't know how to put these across to you ..
like you know i'm never good with words verbally and ya ..
just hopefully u read this which i think you won't ..
cux i think you would be busy, lack of sleep due to sch and work and don't even bother to find and read anymore..
no longer like how you used to be when i know you ..
='(

2008-09-23T02:07:00.003+08:00

Well well ..
changed my blog and didn't blog for like damn long ..
didn't really tell anyone bout this new url
i also dunno why ..

so ya ..
camp and cycling's over, finance also almost done ..
nth much le i guess ..
now quite free ..
jux came back from i-guides camp and had a great time catching up with my sisters
=)

so now i've met up with sisters, and a lil with acc cux its d's bday but more coming i guess ..
and the forever there de ac llor ..

hmm ..
jux read this from a e-mail jux now ..
*如果你也正在为爱迷惘，或许下面这段话可以给你一些启示：
爱一个人，要了解，也要开解；
要道歉，也要道谢；要认错，也要改错；
要体贴，也要体谅；是接受，而不是忍受；
是宽容，而不是纵容；是支持，而不是支配；
是慰问，而不是质问；是倾诉，而不是控诉；
是难忘，而不是遗忘；是彼此交流，而不是凡事交代；
是为对方默默祈求，而不是向对方诸多要求；
可以浪漫，但不要浪费；可以随时牵手，但不要随便分手。

ya ..
its quite true lla ..
and to you*
i dunno what to say ..
sometimes i'm sure yet i'm not sure about it ..
i feel bad to see you treating mie so nicely yet i'm always so bad towards u ..
sometimes i feel scared, afraid ..
esp after reading stories from friends and also from e experiences that i got ..
i dun wanna lose a friend cux of the wrong decision i made ..
so i rather we stay put ..
i'm jux so afraid of the pain that would come along with the so called "happiness"...
i don't dare to try ..
or perhaps i dun even wanna try risking it ..
i guess i still need some time ..
but no doubt that you are a real nice person ..
=/

2008-08-12T01:42:00.004+08:00

Thats When I Love You
by ASLYN

When u have to look away
When u don't have much to say
That's when I love u
I love u just that way
To here u stumble when u speak
Or see u walk with two left feet
That's when I love you
I love u endlessly
And when your mad cause u lost the game
Forget I'm waiting in the rain
Baby I love u
I love u anyway

Cause here's my promise made tonight
U can count on me 4 life
Cause that's when I love u
When nothing u do can change my mind
The more I learn the more I love
The more my heart can't get enough
That's when I love u
When I love u
No matter what

So when u turn to hide your eyes
Cause the movie it made u cry
That's when I love u
I love u
A little more each time
And when u cant quite match you clothes
Or when u laugh at your own jokes
that's when I love u I love u
More then u know
And when u forgot that we had a date
Or that look that u give when u show up late
Baby I love u ,I love u anyway

So here's my promise made tonight
U can count on me 4 life
Cause that's when I love u
When nothing u do can change my mind
The more I learn the more I love
The more my heart cant get enough
That's when I love u
When I love u
No matter what

Ohh that's when I love u when nothing baby, nothing u do could change my mind
The more I learn, the more I love, the more my heart can't get enough
That's when I love u , when I love u no matter what

Ohhhh no matter what

2008-08-07T02:11:00.003+08:00

well .. had a fun day today ..
met ppl and signed up fo iguides subcom today ..
hopefully i can coped ..
hmm ..
cabbed with ricky and wei zhen to E!hub as we suppose to reach there by 6.30 to meet shan ..
even though ricky and i were quite reluctant to do so ..
and we left sch at 6.30 ...
movie was 6.50 ..
we want to watch the mummy and ricky meeting denise to watch x files ..
and ricky keep bugging us to watch e 7.30 show cux xfiles also 7.30 ..

6.46pm, we in cab near E!hub ..
i ask wei zhen ..
eh .. what if no seats how ah ??
wei zhen replied den watch 7.30 de llor ..
ricky and i laughed !!
like so stupid ..
should have took bus at start and save money and watch 7.30 show ..
hahahha ..

next, denise not coming,
ricky's alone to arcade and xfiles ..
we met shan and we psyco-ed ricky to movie with us ..
we pay for his tix llor ..
cux he watch before le ..
but ya ..
stupidly,
we went to pastamania to eat realising that its 7.20 after we ordered our food !!!
hahhaha ..
den we chionged our pasta and went for movie !!
well ..
we made it just in time !!
=)

sound effect of e movie made mie shocked and jumped a few times ..
till i learned fron shan ..
cover my ears ..
haha ...
but movie wasn't so nice till e back part of e story ..
it was damn damn funny ..
the army rise from their death ..
their weapon has more than knifes ..
they came out with spades, axe and all that u can use to build sth ..
den the general ming came out with one hand holding e sword charging !!!
that part damn funny ..
den they had communication breakdown with e angmos ..
hahaha ..
and this skeleton guy with the spade on his shoulders hit the head of the guy who is standing behind him ..
its his own ppl ..
den so damn funny
he went to pick up the head and fix back !!!
HAHAHA !!!!
den e way all the stone and skeleton army fight damn funny ...
LOL ..
the movie wasn't very nice ..
but had a very very good laugh at e end ..

went to arcade to play cux ricky they all got the nebo coupon ..
den all e funny stuff started ..
1st bball was normal ..
till we started daytona ..
it was very very addictive ..
wei zhen's car spoil so he cannot tap e card ..
he rushed to another card, also cannot tap ..
and to e 3rd card when 2 sec left ..
he dropped e card !!!!!!
hahhaha ..
i was laughing like mad at that moment cux he didn't get to play ..
den e next round,
he tap e 3rd car ..
and it turn out to be a super lousy car ..
hahaha ..
all gears spoilt except for gear 3 !!
i laugh like mad while i was driving again !!
HAHAHA !!!

after drining,
we found another bball ..
this bball is shorter, nearer and all ..
i think its for kids de ..
we were happily playing and all and wei zhen started to cheat ..
he stand near and directly throw e ball in ..
haha ..
den he started taking a paper out and move it around e sensor ..
like wow !!
the score shot up !!!
but it was vey very funny and classic and we got alot of tix from it ..
once again ..
we couldn't stop laughing !!
=D

next ..
we played e sweet machine ..
i told them to get one with high bar one they dun wan ..
chose a dunno what one ..
hmm ..
but we had alot of fun catching and play sweets..
got so addictive and excited ..
so childhood ..
played 20 bucks ..
and we got a jackpot !!!!!!
we got ourselves a banana ..
haha..
i wan e stich bubble de llor ..
=/

okay ..
we divided e sweet and went home ..
our dear boy ricky is still a kid llor ..
snatch all e mentos when i dividing the sweets ..
haha ..
and e banana ..
like no one wants to bring home ..
we gonna put it in ac room as tissue box ..
HAHA !!!

your words couldn't stop repeating in my mind ..
i dunno why but ya ..
i admit i got no right to say ..
thats why i kept quiet ..
i dun see a need to speak when i'm just teasing and you dun seem to understand ..
be it me or someone else ..
i dunno who's fault it is ..
i think you are not you
nv did this happen before
i dunno i'm disappointed or wat ..
i couldn't describe it out ..
but all i can say is NOTHING could CURE the IMPACT CAUSED by the HARSHNESS of your WORDS ...
NOTHING ...
not even sorry from your mouth ..
as everyone knows that "sorry" may have many meanings but it can nv cure everything ..
and i'm goin to stay away this week ..
probably away from you..
i dunno why i'm doin this but i just know i need to do it ..
probably you'll feel less irritated without mie around ....

2008-07-25T01:46:00.002+08:00

well,
i'm damn busy with projects ..
submission is this week and next ..
and presentations and tests tagged along too ..

been missing out with accions quite alot due to my ac events and finance that i gotta handle ..
didn't even get to go out with iguides sisters at all
=(
well ..
did miss all e ppl around except for ac ppl cux i see them almost everyday ..
LIKE DUH !!!
except for those at army and out of sch sip of course ..

well ..
don't really know what to say ..
sometimes can't be bothered to blog le cux my net at home is so cuied ..
and also i really dunno what to say ..

i've been thinking of ppl alot recently and i miss many many ppl ..
dun know whats wrong with mie too ..
like a bit siao in e head i guess ..

anyway ..
i love bitting ppl recently ..
so be careful when you come near mie !!!
=D

oh ya ..
sometimes i feel like i no longer have a close friend in tp ..
not anywhere anymore ..
apparently everyone is so so busy with their own life and they can't be bothered to care more ..
i know there will be alot ppl whom i could talk to when i dun feel good ..
but sometimes ..
also gotta see if they are free anot ..
later call den will be disturbing them and all ..
i dun like that ..
and another thing, esp in accion ..
i dunno why but secrets are flying around in everyone's own world and "own" friends ..
everyone will be hiding all their own stuff ..
so if u dun go mix around with ppl ..
u will forever be kept in e dark without knowing any secrets
and of cux no one would wants an extra person to know ur secret ..
and ya ..
thats how terrible i felt sometimes ..
=/

i think just sit down, listen and not talk is the best thing to do ..
even though sometimes i'm interested to know, its not good to find out ..
what for bug ppl forever when they have got no intentions to tell ..
if they did tell, it would be forcing already ..

dunno what to say and i think i'm quite random ..
jux typing whatever that comes to my mind ..

2008-06-28T08:06:00.002+08:00

Well ..
been very busy so didn't had time to blog
hmm ..
ya ..
news for all is that i got into AC main comm ..
which means i'll be more busy and more time spent at AC ..
AGM was alright lla ..
wouldn't grade it super terrific as faults are here and there and we could tell ..
but still ..
its a new start for all of us
=)

now i'm at rocka event ..
early right ?
still waiting for ppl to come though ..
haha ..

hmm ..
i'm feel quite bad that i had to leave accions cux i'm busy doin AC stuff
didn't really have much time to spend with them and i feel quite bad ..
LOL ..
okay ..
gotta help out with stuff and stop slakiing though ..
haha ..

anyway life's fine with mie currently ..
still dun really intend to find a bf yet ..
why ?
cux i think ihave this silly thinking in my mind ..
i think that having a bf is a hassle ..
and if u like that guy and the guy likes you ..
does e bf name matters so much ?
i think the name is jux making the guy touch you officially
don't you think so ?
hmm ..
plus without the bf name ..
i think u will treat one another better and there wouldn't be so much of jealousy and all
in this way,
lesser quarrells, lesser trouble, lesser stress all and all ..
isn't it good ??
haha ..
thats what i think lla ..
okay ..
GTG !!!
=)
miss all !!

2008-06-04T01:12:00.002+08:00

Sometimes i feel tired ..
really tired ..
i so feel like throwing everything aside,
go out and have a carefree life ..
i dun wish to care about any single thing ..
don't wish to trouble myself with the stuff that i'm not suppose to be troubled with ..
i wanna walk the streets and buy stuff jux like that ..
i wish to get everything that i like ..
but my parents don't print notes, neither do they work in a bank ..
i so wanna have a carefree life now ..
i so feel like dying ..
e fake mask is getting heavier and i dunno why ...
dorothy no like fake mask ..
no like interferring ..
prefers to be alone ..
likes to think of somethings that make mie smile from e bottom of my heart ..
=/

well ..
i'm so happy that i can do my b.finance paper today ..
but tml is MBS and i know nuts bout it ..
i say hello to the papers and they nv say hi ..
they just stare at mie and i'm trying my very best to stare back at them ..
but i'm tired ..
really tired ..
mentally and physically ..
BRRRR
HELP MIE PLS !!!!!!!!!!
=/

2008-05-30T12:03:00.001+08:00

Know it that it has happened once before is better than nth at all ..
I was damn excited upon knowing that it happened before,
i don't ask for much,
i don't think far,
i think this is more than enough to keep mie happy !!!
=)
LOTS OF LOVE ..
i like to keep things this way
jux the way that could make mie smile and not frown
jux the endless forever talks on with everyone !!
=D
HAPPY HAPPY !!!

2008-05-18T03:59:00.010+08:00

See this random post ..

{A.O} DOLLARTEE FRIENDS 8CITING LIKE WHAT THE SHIT ??? WHY MUST THINGS BE SO DIFFICULT ?? =( I SO WANNA CRY .. says:
how u find AO ?

{A.O} desmond beanie;D music that makes me deaf is good music. says:
hmm great lo(:

{A.O} DOLLARTEE FRIENDS 8CITING LIKE WHAT THE SHIT ??? WHY MUST THINGS BE SO DIFFICULT ?? =( I SO WANNA CRY .. says:
did u have fun and make new friends ?

{A.O} desmond beanie;D music that makes me deaf is good music. says:
got new frens but some still dunno o_O

{A.O} desmond beanie;D music that makes me deaf is good music. says:
fun is sure have one especially final clash o_o

{A.O} DOLLARTEE FRIENDS 8CITING LIKE WHAT THE SHIT ??? WHY MUST THINGS BE SO DIFFICULT ?? =( I SO WANNA CRY .. says:
wahh

{A.O} DOLLARTEE FRIENDS 8CITING LIKE WHAT THE SHIT ??? WHY MUST THINGS BE SO DIFFICULT ?? =( I SO WANNA CRY .. says:
u cui pls

{A.O} DOLLARTEE FRIENDS 8CITING LIKE WHAT THE SHIT ??? WHY MUST THINGS BE SO DIFFICULT ?? =( I SO WANNA CRY .. says:
why still dunno ??

{A.O} desmond beanie;D music that makes me deaf is good music. says:
._.

{A.O} DOLLARTEE FRIENDS 8CITING LIKE WHAT THE SHIT ??? WHY MUST THINGS BE SO DIFFICULT ?? =( I SO WANNA CRY .. says:
i box u ah

{A.O} desmond beanie;D music that makes me deaf is good music. says:
cause starting ice breaking only own subempire ._.

{A.O} DOLLARTEE FRIENDS 8CITING LIKE WHAT THE SHIT ??? WHY MUST THINGS BE SO DIFFICULT ?? =( I SO WANNA CRY .. says:
ya

{A.O} DOLLARTEE FRIENDS 8CITING LIKE WHAT THE SHIT ??? WHY MUST THINGS BE SO DIFFICULT ?? =( I SO WANNA CRY .. says:
u know all ur subempire ppl ??

{A.O} desmond beanie;D music that makes me deaf is good music. says:
yup(:

{A.O} DOLLARTEE FRIENDS 8CITING LIKE WHAT THE SHIT ??? WHY MUST THINGS BE SO DIFFICULT ?? =( I SO WANNA CRY .. says:
good

{A.O} DOLLARTEE FRIENDS 8CITING LIKE WHAT THE SHIT ??? WHY MUST THINGS BE SO DIFFICULT ?? =( I SO WANNA CRY .. says:
haha

{A.O} desmond beanie;D music that makes me deaf is good music. says:
lols

{A.O} DOLLARTEE FRIENDS 8CITING LIKE WHAT THE SHIT ??? WHY MUST THINGS BE SO DIFFICULT ?? =( I SO WANNA CRY .. says:
anyway was e prog flow a bit cui ??/

{A.O} desmond beanie;D music that makes me deaf is good music. says:
erm..

{A.O} desmond beanie;D music that makes me deaf is good music. says:
stil alright bah

{A.O} desmond beanie;D music that makes me deaf is good music. says:
not really that bad

{A.O} DOLLARTEE FRIENDS 8CITING LIKE WHAT THE SHIT ??? WHY MUST THINGS BE SO DIFFICULT ?? =( I SO WANNA CRY .. says:
really ??

{A.O} DOLLARTEE FRIENDS 8CITING LIKE WHAT THE SHIT ??? WHY MUST THINGS BE SO DIFFICULT ?? =( I SO WANNA CRY .. says:
cux i ask e gls den say a bit not so coordinated and all

{A.O} desmond beanie;D music that makes me deaf is good music. says:
o_o lols i just think its alright bah.

{A.O} DOLLARTEE FRIENDS 8CITING LIKE WHAT THE SHIT ??? WHY MUST THINGS BE SO DIFFICULT ?? =( I SO WANNA CRY .. says:
YAY

{A.O} DOLLARTEE FRIENDS 8CITING LIKE WHAT THE SHIT ??? WHY MUST THINGS BE SO DIFFICULT ?? =( I SO WANNA CRY .. says:
haha

{A.O} DOLLARTEE FRIENDS 8CITING LIKE WHAT THE SHIT ??? WHY MUST THINGS BE SO DIFFICULT ?? =( I SO WANNA CRY .. says:
okay

{A.O} DOLLARTEE FRIENDS 8CITING LIKE WHAT THE SHIT ??? WHY MUST THINGS BE SO DIFFICULT ?? =( I SO WANNA CRY .. says:
=D

{A.O} desmond beanie;D music that makes me deaf is good music. says:
._.!

{A.O} DOLLARTEE FRIENDS 8CITING LIKE WHAT THE SHIT ??? WHY MUST THINGS BE
SO DIFFICULT ?? =( I SO WANNA CRY .. says:
why u so late still dun slp ??

{A.O} DOLLARTEE FRIENDS 8CITING LIKE WHAT THE SHIT ??? WHY MUST THINGS BE SO DIFFICULT ?? =( I SO WANNA CRY .. says:
what ??

{A.O} desmond beanie;D music that makes me deaf is good music. says:
just bathe not long

{A.O} desmond beanie;D music that makes me deaf is good music. says:
waiting hair to dry

{A.O} desmond beanie;D music that makes me deaf is good music. says:
(:

{A.O} DOLLARTEE FRIENDS 8CITING LIKE WHAT THE SHIT ??? WHY MUST THINGS BE SO DIFFICULT ?? =( I SO WANNA CRY .. says:
ask feedback cannot mehh

{A.O} DOLLARTEE FRIENDS 8CITING LIKE WHAT THE SHIT ??? WHY MUST THINGS BE SO DIFFICULT ?? =( I SO WANNA CRY .. says:
gimme that stupid face

{A.O} DOLLARTEE FRIENDS 8CITING LIKE WHAT THE SHIT ??? WHY MUST THINGS BE SO DIFFICULT ?? =( I SO WANNA CRY .. says:
where u go ??

{A.O} DOLLARTEE FRIENDS 8CITING LIKE WHAT THE SHIT ??? WHY MUST THINGS BE SO DIFFICULT ?? =( I SO WANNA CRY .. says:
why now den bathe ??

{A.O} desmond beanie;D music that makes me deaf is good music. says:
fren's bday o_O

{A.O} desmond beanie;D music that makes me deaf is good music. says:
eh wah!..

{A.O} desmond beanie;D music that makes me deaf is good music. says:
lols

{A.O} DOLLARTEE FRIENDS 8CITING LIKE WHAT THE SHIT ??? WHY MUST THINGS BE SO DIFFICULT ?? =( I SO WANNA CRY .. says:
haha

{A.O} DOLLARTEE FRIENDS 8CITING LIKE WHAT THE SHIT ??? WHY MUST THINGS BE SO DIFFICULT ?? =( I SO WANNA CRY .. says:
wah what ??

{A.O} DOLLARTEE FRIENDS 8CITING LIKE WHAT THE SHIT ??? WHY MUST THINGS BE SO DIFFICULT ?? =( I SO WANNA CRY .. says:
LOL

{A.O} desmond beanie;D music that makes me deaf is good music. says:
suddenly pop out so many questions -__-''

{A.O} DOLLARTEE FRIENDS 8CITING LIKE WHAT THE SHIT ??? WHY MUST THINGS BE SO DIFFICULT ?? =( I SO WANNA CRY .. says:
haha

{A.O} DOLLARTEE FRIENDS 8CITING LIKE WHAT THE SHIT ??? WHY MUST THINGS BE SO DIFFICULT ?? =( I SO WANNA CRY .. says:
where got ????????????????????????????????

{A.O} desmond beanie;D music that makes me deaf is good music. says:
got luh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

{A.O} desmond beanie;D music that makes me deaf is good music. says:
eh ya anyway thanks ah really appreciate ya'll GLs de effort in make AO fun lo.im sure other freshies tat turned up,will feel thankful and touched after all you all have did for us so....THANKS!HAHA;D

{A.O} DOLLARTEE FRIENDS 8CITING LIKE WHAT THE SHIT ??? WHY MUST THINGS BE SO DIFFICULT ?? =( I SO WANNA CRY .. says:
eh wah eh wahh eh wahhh

{A.O} DOLLARTEE FRIENDS 8CITING LIKE WHAT THE SHIT ??? WHY MUST THINGS BE SO DIFFICULT ?? =( I SO WANNA CRY .. says:
hahaha

{A.O} desmond beanie;D music that makes me deaf is good music. says:
-___-'

{A.O} desmond beanie;D music that makes me deaf is good music. says:
eh wah wah ._.

{A.O} DOLLARTEE FRIENDS 8CITING LIKE WHAT THE SHIT ??? WHY MUST THINGS BE SO DIFFICULT ?? =( I SO WANNA CRY .. says:
like u damn shit pls

{A.O} DOLLARTEE FRIENDS 8CITING LIKE WHAT THE SHIT ??? WHY MUST THINGS BE SO DIFFICULT ?? =( I SO WANNA CRY .. says:
haha

{A.O} DOLLARTEE FRIENDS 8CITING LIKE WHAT THE SHIT ??? WHY MUST THINGS BE SO DIFFICULT ?? =( I SO WANNA CRY .. says:
always show that face

{A.O} desmond beanie;D music that makes me deaf is good music. says:
ya i know (: haha

{A.O} DOLLARTEE FRIENDS 8CITING LIKE WHAT THE SHIT ??? WHY MUST THINGS BE
SO DIFFICULT ?? =( I SO WANNA CRY .. says:
like suddenly we quarrel half way den u typ that

{A.O} DOLLARTEE FRIENDS 8CITING LIKE WHAT THE SHIT ??? WHY MUST THINGS BE SO DIFFICULT ?? =( I SO WANNA CRY .. says:
hahaha

{A.O} desmond beanie;D music that makes me deaf is good music. says:
nice mah(:

Like OMG !! he's damn funny and random pls ..
haha ..
esp when we kinda quarrelling bout the questions things ..
LOL ..
is that e diff of shaven and not yet shave's desmond ??
HAHAHA ..
=D

2008-05-04T10:28:00.002+08:00

haha ..
i'm like at eugene's house playing mahjiong till everyone wanna fall asleep le ..
damian is like keep making us laugh to keep us awake through the night ..
like he's the only one who sleep and nv go for accion's outing before that ..
so ya ..
all of us quite cui le and we still have a wind to go ..
woke up like 1 hour ago ytd at this time and till now didn't sleep much ..
haha ..
quite power ..
=D
like quite fun and all ..
accion outing was also fun ..
thats all for now ..
eugene and maybelin is sleeping like pigs and i caught pictures of them ..
HAHAHA !!!
will post soon of the pics ..
=D

2008-05-03T02:48:00.002+08:00

felt rather dead today ..
was damn suay ..
almost wanted to cry out and all but i didn't ..
hmm ..
nth seems to be funny today ..
dunno why things seems to feel dead to mie ..
no live, not funny and all ..
i dunno why but ya ..
thats all ..
dunno what to type ..

2008-04-27T22:43:00.002+08:00

see ..
1st week of sch nth much but benn busy helping out in CCA booth and helping SU to pack stuff for freshies ..
well ..
nth much but been fun with my freshies recently ..
they do fill up e emptiness in my heart ..
HAHA ..
no need for a BF ..
freshies are enough ..
LOVES ..
anyway bus orientation is damn boring ..
but glad to say my class actually won e 1st
and we got 100 dollars voucher from macdonalds ..
splited up and each of us had bout 7 bucks ..
hahaha

anyway got to meet up with ricky,zel,ky,wc and jenna to go to pub on sat aft packing
well didn't see them for some time as they graduated and some at sip ..
anyways ..
i'm so so happy that many many freshies from accion joining AC ..
ppl like latif,alex,guan lin,eugene,marvin,chester,jasmine ..
well more but some of them will join if their sports dun wan them but still happy cux some confirmed joining le ..
anyway ..
i'm so lazy to post pics eh
and i got lost of them to show ..
how ??
can someone tell mie how ??

eye candies are LOVE =)

2008-04-21T02:36:00.005+08:00

well,
i have lots to say
my blog is super not updated and i got like complains from friends
HAHA
well as you know,
dorothy is lazy lla
so bear with mie and this long post
and you must uds that dorothy is a busy woman who don't gets to blog all e time

1st up,
orientation camps
i had sl camp, FO den Week 0

SL camp was fun with MYRINE peeps and myrine won e war

FO was a whole long 6 days and i'm super glad that i acutally didn't lose my voice at all
freshies are so cool cux we are ACCION !!
didn't get 1st but in e end we got e most spirited award and what we earn and get at e end of e day is ACCION bonded as one (GLs i mean)
for freshies wise FOC and FOW are a bit separated but ya can't blame them
at least they still come for meeting and outings
sad to say i can't know all of them cux there are like almost 200 freshies if you were to add FOW and FOC tgt for an empire
but still hope to know more esp e handsome ones like my L & M =)
oh oh and i'm super fated with this freshie called chester cux he's my TP rawks blue 05 freshie and now that he's in TP, he's my accion's lil corn freshie ..
oh how fated can we be ?
so he's like my closest freshie
and ya i cried alot at e last day of FO cux it's really sad to see friends leaving..
many many of them
shep,caleb,tom,glen,148,steven,maybelin,hazwan the few who always have so much crap yet always funny
stan,kaiyan,zel,jenna,chuanhui, the usual ones who i always sees around
and many many more of cux ..
those that i'm not so close with and all but its really sad to see them leave =(

Week 0 was super bad for mie i must say
all i did was dance from morning to night and resulted in shortage of sleep and all
and of cux it causes mie to get sick like now ..

2nd,
accion,FO outings
had dinner on thurs and fri on week 0 and went jam and hop as accion on fri
had FO sentosa outing on sat followed by dinner at sky park
so much fun taking pics,talking craps,gossiping and all
they do bring laughter into my life
also had alot of fun cheering and e most unforgetable one is e one at skypark
some random NYP ppl cheered and kind of challenge against us
they are only a very small group compared to e people we had at skypark
this is when you see the whole FO coming as one cheering for TP
and yes,
e very first cheer that comes out that everyone did was accion's hooligan cheer
well its damn fun
and of cux tp won e cheering as we had so so many ppl there and endless empire cheers
thats TP's pak buay toh spirit =)

well also on e other hand i had sth bad to say
well looking on e bright side accion is bonded now but what bout next sem ?
will we die down or still remain as close when everyone gets busy into sch's life and know more ppl ??
i was quite sad and emo at e beginning when i was at sky park
when i thought i actually had a few GLs that i'm closed to but i came to realise actually i don't
this is also a very good example of when a person has a new friend, he/she will forget e old one
when i actually thought we were close and good enough to better friends and when i thought i found another closer friend in tp, my dreams and hopes crashed down hard
you sounded like you cared but come to think of it i don't know if u really are or just for show ..
you could jux eat or play around jux like it doesn't matter whether i'm around or not ..
come to think of it i'm always e one looking for u in e crowd
you could leave mie to go to another group of friends jux because your eye cnady is there and u nv come back..
mayb we are still not yet to better friends .. mayb its jux mie who really thinks too much .. mayb i'm jux another normal friend to you ..
and yes at this point of time i do miss eil alot
didn't even get to meet her through e 1mth plus holiday ..
i miss my sec sch days when we used to stick tgt through thick and thin and when whatever happens we are always looking out for one another
and also sad to say that we do really drifted as you have your own gd friends and i have mine and that we are both from diff sch and having totally diff kind of things in our life
well
what i could say now is whatever you do, jux be happy and thats enough and to whoever that reads this, i'm always only a call away jux to share your problems with you no matter what time of e day it is in. i promise !

ok
sch's starting in like a few hour's time
but i'm glad to say no sch for mie on mon as its HR tut
so i could wake up late and meet accion for lunch followed by bugis alone den to vivo to meet amanda & gang
=)

done with blogging and anyways,
i'm doing fine in my TP life ..

2008-03-31T02:09:00.002+08:00

well ..
d&d was a great success ..
we had lots of fun that night ..
mascots modelling was good and everyone love it ..
took lots of pics and ya ..
someone stole one of my free print out pic ..
anyway mascots are all fun fun ppl ..
=)
this week i have SL camp from mon to wed,
next week FO from mon to sat,
and next nect week is week 0 !!
haha ..
sch gonna reopen soon ..
stress and more troubles coming along too !!

2008-03-23T02:39:00.004+08:00

well well ..
long long never blog ..
was busy busy busy ..
and suay at e same time ..
1st it was laser challenge ..
event went quite well but i lost my spare phone ..
chalets and more chalets that my class and ac chalet clashed ..
den was cycling event in pengarang ..
its super tiring but the beautiful beach made it worth ..

now that i'm back from malaysia ..
i'm super busy ..
DnD coming up,
FO coming up,
SL camp and week 0 also coming ..
so preparations and more preparations ..
now ..
can't wait for D&D to come after putting in so much effort to promote it ...
=)

2008-03-01T23:52:00.002+08:00

ok ..
struggle of exams ended ..
but didn't do well i suppose ..
was quite sad too ..
lots of things happened ..
no one would understand ..
so now that exams are over,
i'm out to party again ..
really party i mean ..
my days are all booked by ppl around mie ..
except for my sec sch friends ..
actually quite sad bout that ..

sometimes i really think i'm wearing e happy mask ..
i wish i could turn time back to my sec 1 and 2 period and stop time there ..
i miss e time i used to go swimming with you ..
i miss e time we used to talked on e phone for hours and still have stuff to talk about ..
i miss e time when we are so closely tgt and everything seems to just link ..
i miss e time when we are jux like friends on e outside but not a feeling for a friends inside ..
i miss e time where things are so innocently pure ..
i really really miss those times ..
you are e first part of my growing life ..
though it was never mentioned to friends ..
but its kept tight inside mie ...
though feelings are no longer there but i was glad i once had so much time with you ..
the things that we do, the way we know though we didn't say anything ..
this is also a sad sad time that we really drifted even as friends as we both chose routes of life that were completely different ..
really really miss the PAST ..
my 1st chapter of life ..
the very first in my sec sch and my real growing life ..

2008-02-21T23:10:00.001+08:00

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH ......
there's some craziness in mie ..
i'm behaving like as if i got no exam tml ..
HELP !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
=(

2008-02-21T02:36:00.002+08:00

okay ..
my sch has this lousy study week which is less than a week ..
and i have 5 papers to study for ..
have event coming up too ..
so ya ..
busy ..
and of cux ..
nice movies always comes out when u have to study ..
which is damn bad ..

actually i still chat alot during this period of time ..
like of cux ..
dorothy will die if she don't talk for a day ..
dorothy will die if she don't tell people things that are happening ..
dorothy will die if she don't smile and laughs ..
and yes ..
dorothy will die if she don't use the phone at all ..
but ..
what if one day i just keep quiet ??
what if one day i keep things to myself instead of going about telling people ??
what if one day i no longer smile and laugh as much as how i used to ??
what if one day i leave my phone alone and not touch it at all ??
what if ...........................

well ..
think i'm like in some state of depression ..
i dunno what i'm doin though ..
i wanna study but it's so bored ..
wanna talk but got no one to talk to ..
wanna use my phone but it jux nv rings ..
oh well ..
mayb i should stop ..
yes i should ..

2008-02-08T00:45:00.000+08:00

NEW YEAR IS HERE !!!
=)
ang baos coming but so far no winnings coming in ..
nv really play mahjiong too ..
today ..
went out damn late ..
even worst that last yr ..
this yr ..
didn't even have time to go to pray my grandma when we usually did on e 1st day ..
well ..
its also a bot squeezy to sit in a car with 6 people ..
but yea ..
tml my maid staying at home ..
and more fun will come tml bahx ..
=)

there's this emptyness in my heart ..
is it because of u or is it cux i need someone to pour my stuff to ..
i dunno ..
i jux couldn't find e right explanation for it ..
i don't really wish to know either ..
i began to have the fear of hearing the three words ..
it kind of send shivers down my spine ..
AHH !!!!!
i dunno why ..
SHHHHHHHH ..
don't ask anything ..
i'll let my heart speak and take all e time it need ..

2008-02-04T02:01:00.001+08:00

WHEE ~~
i'm going airport to pick my bro up like now ..
new year's coming !!
more mahjiong !!
=)

was busy with project deadlines ..
e last few ..
and yupp ..
bye bye to projects for now ..
flunked my psycho paper ..
watched 27 dresses ..
had some short shopping for new year clothes ..
had mascot steamboat at jingwen's hse ..
had a haircut(though it look as if i nv cut)

yupp ..
that all i did for e week ..
NEW YEAR COMING !!!
=D

2008-01-31T12:42:00.000+08:00

Some times i think like this is enough ..
seeing the troubles and quarrels my friend always have and always goes through ..
she can't do anything but only pouring out everything to us ..
till sometimes i too feel so difficult for her ..
why sometimes guys just don't undestand how we feel ??

and now looking at what i have around mie,
i'm actually quite satisfied ..
the friends and all ..
i nv expect any more or any better ..
i like things this way ..
at least i'm leaving my life happily ..
i felt that i'm right to stay single now ..
or mayb i begin to have a phobia towards relationships ..
i hate quarrels and troubles,
making one self feel so stressed up cux of the other half ..

honestly speaking ..
i'm truly happy bout life right now ..
never expect or ask for more ..
=)

2008-01-26T04:56:00.000+08:00

been busy though ..
chionging project and presentation slides and all ..
more to come ..
like AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
was kinda stressed up sometimes and even feel like crying out ..
its like since sec sch days when i last cried cux i'm feeling stressed ..
will it come again ??
i wonder ..
but hopefully i can cope with my stress like what my psycho lesson taught mie ..

think ppl borned a year later than mie so fortunate ..
every good thing falls on them ..
the PSLE thingy ..
the 2nd batch for changing of chi for sec sch ..
and now at poly ..
TP has this diploma in psychology for the new AY ..
like OMG ..
i'm jux damn suay ..
i wished i came out like 1 or 2 mths later ..

had accounts test ..
think GG le ..
went to watch THE MIST after that !!
like WHEE~~
so nice and so long since i catch a movie ..
sch has been tiring and stressful ..
lots of things piling up..

and still got some "FUNNY" ppl come disturb ..
for once i thought i would be nice to reply his sms ..
well ..
the same old qns came and i answered ..
and there he goes again ..
all e dumb things ..
i feel like saying to him
I FREAKING HATE SMOKERS
=/

but well ..
friends are fine lla ..
but nth more ..
cux there are nice "smokers" around like my gan dei and that stupid ass !!
=)

oh ya ..
sth i felt funny and weird ..
this week at my busiest week of all ..
all e funny funny ppl start talking to mie ..
wang da talked to mie on msn when he usually dun and i was busy lla ..
but he know ..
den 2 funny ppl msg out of e blue and i decided to reply them as an action of kindness and they're as irritating like before ..
=/
(a bit bad to say that though)
but ya ..

anyway ..
this week very busy but quite meaningful though ..
had POM meeting almost everyday jux to finish videos,report and slides ..
was proud of e affliates !!
cux we finished e project on thurs except for ppt slides ..
and we are like freaking meeting 7 cux we are the first to present on mon ..

mascotting sessions are so fun !!!
except for e make up and wearing of heels ..
but i do like my different look ..
like the another chracter of mie that wasn't here ..
sth like e split personality kind ..
haha ..

well ..
i'm quite missing from AC these few weeks ..
got too much to do wit my limited time ..
and i decided that i may not run for any maincom ..
but depends on whose running too ..
i dun wish to cui my studies cux its been quite bad this sem ..
=(

anyway i had this bad dream that scared e hell out of mie ..
a big ship capsized that caused hurt to my friends ..
and i'm e one driving it ..
=/
was quite bad till i rmb ..
but ppl usually say if u rmb dreams,
they are usually nt true !!
=)

jux did some blog hopping ..
read some of my sec sch friend's blog
i really do miss my sec sch friends and days ..
they are like amost e best that i had ..
esp with my class and in guiding ..

anyway ..
i'm like kinda crazy over e dear and darling work this week ..
i can't stop using in on everyone ..
haha ..
counds like mrs ang ..
always when we go to her to ask sth,she'll 1st say ..
YES MY DEAR ?
and her voice is e sweet sweet kind ..
AWWWWW ..
i kinda miss her too ..
=(

all quite random ..
jux write whatever that i thought of ..
hopfully i can go do my NY shopping tml ..
or be it later .. in 12 hrs time ..
cux i haven been doin any after e holi ..
and running out of time man ..
haha
RANDOM SHIT
=D

2008-01-22T01:19:00.000+08:00

BUSY BUSY BUSY ..
never blog for so long and i'm really busy ..
had project submissions coming one after another ..
econs was last week and presentation this week ..
POM due this week and presentation next week ..
marketing and psycho due next wk ..
this wed got stats class test ..
fri got acc test which is like another midsem test ..
LIKE AHHHHHHHHHHHHH !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i'm running out of time ..
no time no time ..
is like this chinese saying when ppl dying ..
guo yi tian suan yi tian ..
is like can pass a day den a day ..
not talk about tml cux it might not come kind of thing ..
ya ..
so i'm like that now ..

had my mascot shopping on sat and bought my outfit for promotion ..
not sure if we'll wear e same thingy for dnd itself ..
so gotta do booth duty for my busy week this week ..
if not i'm like not contributing ..
mascot sessions always so fun ..
the people too ..

had shooting for psycho on sun ..
was a fast one ..
completed in a few hours ..
well ..
i gotta thank that stupid ass for his help too ..
it was super last min that i asked for his help and ya ..
he did come though he had quiz to study for ..
he's like the one who never turn ppl down when they need help ..
thank you so much !!
=)

and ya ..
jux finished econs ppt slides not long ago ..
thanks to charms for beautifying them !!

also gotta thank jenna for all e encouragement and dinesh for e almost everyday waiting and bus-ing home tgt time ..

THANK YOU to all my friends ..
small actions or just words from u all mean alot ..
you peeps have been a great pillar of support that makes dorothy stand strong ..
=)

2008-01-14T00:17:00.000+08:00

WHEE~~
Open House over ..
ended quite nicely ..
was tired and didn't had time to blog ..
stationed at main bridge for 3 days ..
its kind of boring and it gets sian after some time ..
ppl there not very enthu either ..
till the last day ..

but i learned this long long cheer that i like ..
here it goes
eh ba un de neh ba bu e ah ba
apple apple orange hor le ga
yuan de bu na pian de na
pian de bu na yuan de na
yuan de na,pian de na,
yuan de pian de tong tong na

Wa kai li ah (WOO)
wa ka li ah ma de (WOO)
wa ka li ah ma de ka le pa ka le pa

once my papa and my mama under mango tree ah
say my papa to my mama will you marry me ah
went to temple,went to church and went to mosque to pray ah
say my mama to my papa darling ok ah !

chuan qian ming yue guang ah
yi shi di shang shuang ah
ju duo wang ming yue,
di dou si gu xiang
ci mu shou zhong xian,
you zi shen shang yi
yi xin mi mi feng
yi king ci ci gui

star light star bright
first star i see tonight
i wish i may
i wish i might
i wish the wish i wish tonight.

isn't e cheer nice ??
i keep cheering this even though i'm tired till dying
haha ..
nth much though ..
got e white open hse shirt
gonna exchange one of my orange de for e purple de ..
got e open hse goodie bag ..
had lots of fun but its over ..
no more till e next year ..
but sub comms ..
we would still have out outings and all de...
i wan go gan dei's $4m house ..
i wan step on e $4m house flor and camp there ..
and hopefully e $1m hse mosquitoes wun follow there ..
HAHA !!!

well ..
did had alot of fun with iguides esp subcoms and maincom ( PROG TEAM)
=)
and also some log maincom
dinner with AC for thurs and fri ..
talked and had fun ..
drink with iguides on e last day

thanks for coming back and waited so that i wouldn't take bus home alone that day

sry that you got wet cause of my small umbrella
=)

2008-01-09T15:25:00.000+08:00

well ..
new year !!
was busy uploading pics so didn't update for so long ..
went countdown on 31st at vivo ..
saw fireworks ..
but not much ..
i wan to see the tallest christmas tree eh ..
dunno still have not ..

had pressie exchange with AC peeps on 2nd jan ..
all e nice nice pressie ..
its all about giving ..
=)
had lots of fun and MA once again brought us alot of laughter with his showing us of how he bathe with one arm casted ..

AC training on 3rd jan but didn't attend ..
was at iguides briefing for promotion day ..
den by the time i came back,
training was over and its time to celebrate des's bday ..
was kind of a surprise for him ..
advance bday celebration ..
the cake came out and he dunno what to do ..
and sabo-ing starts after he blew e candles out ..
first, they dripped wax on him .
den he was asked to drink this drink made by JG cux JG wanted some revenge ..
peanut butter,kaya,milo powder, and a bit of this and that makes up that drink ..
lastly after e drink ..
smashing of e cake !!
on to his face and he looks like a panda ..
den he starts chasing ppl and use e cake on his face to bua ppl around ..
the ultimate target was ky ..
and ya ..
ky dirtied his white shirt ..
LOL ..
last but not least,
a pressie for des to end e celebration ..

went to GJ bday bbq after sch on 4th jan ..
and for e 1st time ..
i actually waited for half an hour for bus 15 !!!!
and esp when i'm already late ..
reached there jux bbq,cut cake and more bbq ..
he ordered quite alot and i ate alot of satay ..
haha ..
its like damn nice ..
=D
well .
growing fat though ..
and i'm like now e fattest in SPED-DEPS ..
haha ..
and eil keep asking mie to go running ..
LOL ..
her dad send us home that night with e lorry ..
we camwhored and had lots of fun on e lorry !!

5th of jan
promotion day ..
went to yishuan early for breakfast with chee hiang and lester ..
thay created alot of eating crap ..
but was quite fun though ..
den distribution of open hse note books and back to sch to help out in packing ..
was very tiring but fun !!
=)

6th of jan had projects ..
den makan at 85 with AC ppl ..
=)

mon went home early after sch ..
like after so long ..
and my mum asked issit got no sch or exams ..
why so early reach home ..
haha ..

tues ..
went with AC ppl to top table to makan ..
made alot of noise and had alot of fun ..
=)
discovered alot of mistakes that e waiter made ..
haha ..

wed went top table too ..
with classmates ..
today de waiter and settings even more mistakes ..
LOL ..
but ya ..
had lots of fun too !!!
thats all till now ..
=)

2008-01-07T00:30:00.000+08:00

Hey peeps ..
here are the pics for my 2 weeks of holidays !!
=)

Wilderness Quest on Wheels

14/12 to 15/2

Station Masters and mie !!

Yong liang,gabriel

des;my FA

my group at MamMam Beach

US AGAIN at Noordin Beach

this time at the top of Puakka Hill

Jason at field cooking

Uncle Wei Cheng

Officials debrief

Jenna =)

OTC

17/12 to 19/12

my empire

half of Accion at station game
jing wen;mabelline (FAs)

ACCION !!!

my love,JOYCE

Day Out

22/12

Pretty lil lady;Wei Cheng

Small kid;Kai Yan

Barney got kidnap by baddie

and here comes the POLICE !!

FINALLY the "matured" guys went back to normal

Pengarang

23/12 to 24/12

Dinesh;Dorothy

on the BumpBoat

Ostrich Satay

our one level "HOTEL"

corridor to kitchen & e rooms

LUNCH =)

my mahjiong tiles

Kian Aik & Trevor

Tau Pok !!!

THE FUN WE HAD !!

Christmas Countdown
24/12 to 25/12

Des,KianAik

US !!

KianAik with his foam

Battle between SEXES !!

Peace after WAR

Zelda,Ines,Jenna

Love the lights

des trying to look nice with morn sky

Show to watch early in e morn

the GANG of GUYS

Back to sch
29/12

the pit they dug for campfire

the place where i used to study at

the field,our playland

WanLin,Sheena

NO double chins !!

Sentosa with AC
29/12

the hole they digging

Cute lil boy

On e bridge =)

C-O-C-O-N-U-T !!!

the BLACK one

thats all e pics ..

will upload more pics when i have time ..

2007-12-30T00:26:00.000+08:00

went to HS today with wan and na ..
had mac breakfast !!
=)
didn't really catch up much ..
jux slacked and random talking ..
they did gadgets to prepare for thus's orientation ..
hmm ..
den went to sentosa to join AC peeps for some fun ..
tan a while ..
dug big big holes ..
LOL ..
wanted to get to e peak but close due to engagement of a couple ..
like so lang man llor ..
den went to bath and played sky ride & luge onli for 4 bucks ..
=D
SO FUN !!!

dinner den home ..
long day but didn't do much too ..
but did had alot of fun ..
hmm ..
found out quite some things too ..
all that i'm goin to say now is ..
as long as you are happy,
nth else really matters anymore ..

i'm very tired now ..
onli slept 2 hrs plus in e morning ..
so ya ..
will try upload pics if i can show them ..
HAHA ..

2007-12-29T23:08:00.000+08:00

went "touring" with wc and neh today ..
cux wanted to get our chirstmas pressie ..
spend our 1st half day accompaning wc and travel travel ..
from home to serangoon,to parkway parade,to bedok to transfer to go east point ..
den finally till east point we got to do some shopping ..
haha ..
bought neh his pressie ..
i suppose the most ex of all bahx ..
LOL
den went back to TM and slowly, we got the rest of e pressie ..
all settled !!
haha ..
but neh still haven get mine ..
so he still short of one ..

after all e shopping,
i head home and neh head for sch for meeting ..
shopping today makes mie forget those things too ..
mayb i'm not so affectted by it anymore ..
think i'll jux play and have fun and not think bout those things ..
not forgetting bout having friends like wc and neh ..
all the crappy jokes and all make mie laugh ..
and regardless of racist or not neh will nv get angry over them ..
he'll smile and even laugh at e joke when its funny ..
mayb thats what keeps mie goin ..
that smile of his that never disappears no matter what happens ..
i do see a bit of myself in him ..
the happy-go-lucky dorothy my friends used to say ..
mayb thats what i wan now ..
and of cux ..
so much of thank you to neh ..
he's always there to lend mie a helping hand ..
mayb he's also the first one that i found in my poly life who's so close to my everyday life and that i could share almost everything under the sun with ..
=)
thats a true friend that i found in this part of my life ..

2007-12-28T01:45:00.000+08:00

went to meet my sec sch friends for some shopping ..
actually waited for almost an hour for them to come out from kbox ..
shopped around ..
got my scandals !!
=D
trained back to tamp to join AC ppl for movie;i am legend ..
den went to look for accion peeps to chill out for a while cux i missed e dinner due to leaving town late ..
thats all ..

shopping actually made mie forget bout things ..
but when i'm walking back home ..
the same things come to mie again ..
i really wished someone would take all these away from mie ..
at least i'll be better off that way ..
hmm ..
that day my right hand's middlefinger's nail break off ..
today my right thumb's nail broke off too ..
and my nail is e very hard kind ..
dunno why it will break off either ..
jux now tried to push my toe nail back but ended up making it worse ..
it starts to bleed again ...
now it hurts more than mie leaving it alone ..
sharing my nachos with my sibling and ended up eating too ..
resulted in worse coughing than what i actually had before eating ..
everything is goin bad for mie ..
bad ..
bad ..
so bad ..
=(

2007-12-27T11:53:00.000+08:00

for i know its gone forever ..
all along i nv pin so much hope on it ..
but still ..
really couldn't believe my eyes ..
i go to bed with the thing in my head ..
keeping wanting to wake up for the bad dream i actually had ..
and hopefully i made it to prove that its only a dream ..
i tried and tried ..
i failed ..
its the truth ..
the fact ..
i told myself to accept it and get back to reality that its gone forever ..
but its really too surprising for mie ..
so hard for mie ..
i think time is all i need now ..
for mie to take in and accept the truth and the fact ..

2007-12-24T19:25:00.000+08:00

to you :

thanks for being there when i'm in trouble ..

thanks for sharing all your stuff with mieand listen to all my rubbish that i always said ..

sometimes i dunno why some things happen but i jux wanna say ..

i'll always be here for you if u need some one ..

i'll still be the same old mie here no matter what happens, trying to keep you happy all e time ..

i think i've been more happy knowing you all ..

and you too bring alot of laughter to my life ..

gotta say thank you so much to you too ..

would always be here to support you ..

hopefully you get her soon ..

and to you :
sometimes i've got so much to share ..
but i don't know why when i get to you ..
things nv comes out like it suppose to be ..
i know you are busy with your life at times ..
somethings from you is always unpredictable ..
still ..
times are very enjoyable when i'm with you ..
thanks for every moment ..
though i know i might not be the one you really share things with ..
i would still be here all the time when you need someone ..
=)

2007-12-24T18:39:00.000+08:00

well ..
so fast and a week passed ..
had OTC from mon to wed ..
was damn fun ..
i'm in ACCION and we had all e funny funny cheers which i love alot ..
this year's OTC is said to have very unique cheer ..
and must be cux got unique ppl like us lla ..
=D
cheer cheer cheered ..
gain experience on things and all ..
i'm a GL ..
can u believe it ??
LOL ..
the undescribable fun that i had through the 3 days ..

had iguides sub com gathering at stan's hse on thurs ..
one word to describe ..
mosquitoes ..
cux we helped to prepare food in e kitchen,
ended up got bitten all over our beauty legs ..
and i didn't really kanna any from camp !!!
was quite fun too ..
bbq ..
go high wit susan,lester and derrick cux of post OTC
drank beileys,vokka peach ..
talked slacked ..
nice bonding fun !!

fri went to sch for LC meeting straight from stan's hse ..
ruby paid cux he's rushing for time den longbang mie ..
=)
den went to pasir ris for psycho project ..
was quite happy that shooting went quite smoothly and was fun ..
next ..
home to slack for a while ..
den to adam's hse for class gathering for christmas ..
reached bout 9 when we suppose to be there by 5 ..
was tired though and reached home later after project ..
ate ..
play ..
recieved gifts and hear e song that marie,du du and adam did for 1B13 ..
the song is very nice ..
well ..
darlings of 1b13 gave mie pressie and i owe them so much ..
their bday gifts and christmas gifts ...
didn't really get anyone anything ..
was quite guilty ..
went home not long after that cux i went late ..
den didn't feel like gg home so went tamp to chat chat ..
catch the las bus home ..

sat ..
finally get to meet ky,wc,neh ..
went for some shopping for christmas pessie ..
went toy Rs and all the "mature" guys starts to come out ..
had alot of fun though ..
went home early ..
packed and sun ..
headed for pengarang ..
bout an hour boat ride there ..
had lunch ..
shopping ..
mahjiong ..
dinner ..
shopping ..
and back to slack and bath and all ..
talk talk and slp ...
nxt day breakfast, pack up and back to sing ..
actually trip was quite boring and nth ..
but the people made it fun and unforgettable ..
=)

2007-12-16T12:00:00.000+08:00

FINALLY !!!!!!!!!!!
Wilderness quest on wheels is over ..
hmm ..
my 1st time working with des ..
was alright and i led the team all e way from e start till e end of e cycling ..
cux des got no torch ..
but i'm strong !!
i survived through !!
i know my route well with my map including the changing of route !!
the onli one that i had to really get down or stop to check is the junction when heading to puaka hill ..
LOL ..

den back to the campsite ..
we gotta cook our own food ..
got not enough solid fuel ..
so we had to look for natural resourcces to start our fire ..
was hard though ..
cux of morning dew and all are wet ..
so we took damn long to start our fire ..
wasn't quite happy with this group of participants ..
they really sat there and do nth ..
they say there was too many ppl around e fire so nv help ..
ok ..
that one i uds ..
so we asked them to collect branches and all so we can do e fire ..
that they did help ..
but when we say its ready for cooking,
the took mass tin, cook their water and eat their cup noodles ..
by right we suppose to cook water and cook curry chicken for e whole team and eat tgt ..
den they so selfish that they cook the FIRST tin of water and for their noodles ..
and after they had their water,eat their noodles,had their fill, they didn't help at all anymore ..
leaving 4 of my participants cooking e curry chicken, eating it,washing up and all ..
they even had the whole groundsheet for themselves when its suppose to be for the whole group ..
haix ..
i'm also speechless and i cleared the place without asking for their help while e 4 went to wash the mass tins with des ..
they saw mie clearing but never offer help though ..

i'm damn tired after that ..
didn't bring this up during debrief ..
cux its over and more or less will get back some standard ans ..
like how can we improve next time and all ..
had breakfast after that den went home ..
slept for 6 hours plus den wakie to do stuff and meet HA GAO ..
=)
walked around compass till neh comes ..
den we head to jalan kayu for PRATA !!!
chat and all den went to eil's hse to get kite from her den home sweet home !!

ytd ah ..
think wc a bit sot sot le ..
he behaves so like a small boy ..
cux he has sore throat ..
so i dun let him eat FRIED wan ton in e morning ..
den night before i met him he ate macflurry ..
i went to buy shaker fries and i dun wan offer him any ..
so neh and i eat but i did offer him one from time to time ..
and when we were heading to e lrt frome arcade ..
HE SNATCH MY PACKET OF FIRES EH !!!!
like OMG ..
can u imagine that ????
and of cux i chased him to stop him from having e fries ..
haha ..
come to think of it,its kinda funny llor ..
didn't expect him to do that either ..
well ..
he's always e person that brings laughter to us with all him stupid jokes ..
glad that i met him in my life ..
=)

had lots of fun and later ..
i'm goin out with them AGAIN !!
fly kite and steamboat ..
and tml's OTC !!!!!!!!!
i'm getting excited !!
WHEE~~

2007-12-14T01:50:00.000+08:00

Wahh ..
feel like shutting myself out from this world from everything for a few days or moments ..

hmm ..
don't ask mie why ..
jux too much to do and too lil time ..

and gotta go burst my brain with marketing le ..
paper 9am tml and i know nth though ..
haiz ..

2007-12-11T13:35:00.000+08:00

well well ..
lets start from night recee on fri ..
its fun and scary and lots of undescribable feeling ..
at first when we're there ..
we talked and jux follow blindly as hui san lead us through ..
pressure started to come whn i'm suppose to lead them to pukka hill and up e hill for my lil grp ..
still fine for that though ..

den was back at basketball court looking at stars ..
and WE SAW SHOOTING STARS !!
=D
it was so B-E-A-U-TIFUL !!!
den we split into grps of 4 ..
my grp got hassan,kian aik and besley ..
i'm like e onli AFA there so i had to lead ..
ya ..
they bully mie ..
throughout the whole journey,
they didn't chat with mie,didn't teach mie the way to go ..
i was in a way forced to make use of my map to my decision and go the route that i think should be the right path ..
sometimes i feel so lost ..
i jux wished that someone is there to help and accompany mie through ..
but in a way i pulled myself through this challenge with a lil lil help from ricky n that irritating besley ..
=)

haha ..
back to bball court den rest and sleep for a lil while ..
kinda cold till shivers ..
luckily i brought a windbreaker along ..
me n my kia su style ..
=D
had breakfast and home sweet home ..
slept and night went to walk e bazaar at hougang mall with kaiyan,neh and wc ..
den went neh's hse for mahjiong before home ..

oh ya ..
sat morn wc said this in a way to describe my feeling ..
"i'm not a thing for you all to push or give here and there ..
i'm also a human with some feelings here .. "
well ..
what he said is kinda true ..
but sometimes it doesn't matter ..
for we all know they're jux playing around ..
=)

another thing i also must mention ..
i really admire hui san ..
she's just like 1st superwoman that actually APPEARED in my life ..
like no matter what happens,
she always stand strong ..
obstacles,challenges ..
nth can really pull her down ..
really NTH ..
a real WOW to her i must say ..
words can't really describe what i've seen through and from her ..
but what i can say is she is an AMAZING person ..
VERY AMAZING ONE ..
=)

sun studied a lil while ..
met the 3 of them and jenna for dinner @ chomp chomp !!
YUM YUM ..

ytd studied with wc n jenna at starbucks ..
wanna know whats the result of staying at starbucks for a few hours ??

we came up with a DIM SUM CLUB !!
FEATURING :
wei cheng as ha gao or jiam tao lo ti
jenna as siew mai
dorothy as neng yong
dinesh as tao sa

thats our joke of the hour ..
=D

now now ..
2 papers down ..
3 more to go !!
=)
fri will be the last day of my paper and ..
WILDERNESS QUEST ON WHEELS ..
HERE I COME !!
and more adventures coming up during e holidays ..

2007-12-06T03:10:00.000+08:00

hmm ..
i'm not studying and i've been staring at this square thing for a few hours ..
and when i stare blank ..
there was this thinking that came to my mind ..

Friends ..
how close can they be ??
By right the closer they are, its easier for them to share their thoughs and thinkings ..
But in actual fact, its e other way round ..
When you tell sth to someone who is not so close(or a used to be close but not so now) that is willing to lend a listening ear,
he or she will take in your situation and advise you on the situation itself ..
Whereas if you know someone quite well and you talk about your situation,
sometimes they interpret more than what you actually needed and e advices also went that way ..
Sometimes even worse .. the things that suppose to be kept unknown will be leaked out ..
Agree ??

And friends ..
Esp girls ..
Some goes about saying love you here and there ..
(even sometimes i do without realising)
but if you happen to think ..
Usually how often you use this "LOVE" word on another friend shows how far(not close) you are from him or her ..
Sometimes its good to have these coming ..
But real,true,close friends actually uses actions to express it out instead of just the word coming out from the mouth ..

Friends are claimed to be forever ..
You spent good times, good memories tgt ..
You can ALWAYS say i wanna keep it this way ..
But when somewhere in life, you happened to be splited up with your CLOSEST friend ..
How long could you actually hold that same old friendship there ??
How much could you actually continue to share with one another ??
ESP when new friends comes along into your life ..
When new friends actually seems to know you better and are more involved in your current life ..
Do you actually tend to forget about the old one there ??
That same old friend whom you actually spent so much times and had so much memories with ??

Don't you find this world a lil complex ??
Things are so unpredictable ..
They usually don't turn out the way you think it should be or the way you want it to ..
It ALWAYS happens to go the other way from what you wanted ..

Well ..
i don't know why i suddenly talk about all these ..
but it jux came to my mind ..
=)

2007-12-04T02:01:00.000+08:00

still couldn't take it ..
couldn't stop them from coming down ..
i do feel a lil better after it ..
jux that very lil lil better ..
but still very bad ..
i'm shivering ..
for no one knows i am ...
i wanted to throw some things out ..
but i found no one for mie ..
i dunno what should i do now ..
i feel so cold ..

2007-12-04T01:43:00.000+08:00

hmm ..
was a lil happy that i had a lil progress on my studying today but not enough ..
not feeling so great now ..
stoned and watched tv ..
many things are running through my mind now ..
some really makes mie feel sad and really feel like crying it out ..
but i promised ricky ..
i'll try my best to be happy and smile from e bottom of my heart ..
i would SERIOUSLY TRY !!
and ya ..
after puting the phrase "Protect mie will YOU ??" for some time ..
though its jux for putting,
seems to be for someone in particular but in fact no one in particular ..
joanna was e 1st ever person to say she will ..
THANKS GIRL !!
still..
a not good feeling in mie ..
thats all ..

2007-12-02T23:10:00.001+08:00

i suppose i didn't blog for damn damn long ..
had night cycling booth at sch for this week ..
well ..
response wasn't that good on mon but as tues and wed comes ..
we had overwhelming responses and we had to stop ppl from signing up ..
cux we had a limited number of participants we can take in order to ensure their safety ..
had a workshop on thurs den makan at night ..
sometimes ..
i do feel a lil extra between them ..
reason being i'm onli a year 1 and i'm mixing with year 2s and 3s and not year 1s ..
is it good or bad ??

one thing that isn't really good for mie was AC been taking up most of my time and i've seriously not been catching up with my studies ..
and even lesser time spent with my classmates ..
mayb i should start to prioritize my things ..
and now that i've left with onli a week before mid-sem tests,
i SWEAR that i'll work super hard to understand and know everything that i'm suppose to ..
i know i can't afford to let my studies go down ..
ya ..
so whoever's around seeing mie not studying PLS !!!
do whatever things u could and make mie study !!

its so diffcult to catch --- like what i wanted or thought ..

hmm ..
my lover joyce lent mie her NUM card ..
and guess what ..
i bought e flip flops and i forgot to gave e card ..
thats a lil dumb of mie and i dunno what to say either ..
LOL ..
but still love her lots ..
she's jux a super lovely one ..

to you,
thanks for the treat ..
=)

1st dec
celebrated bday with my family and paternal relatives ..
well ..
chalet was empty that night so i asked AC ppl to come for a stay ..
but onli jenna,wc and neh stayed ..
kaiyan and trevor came for makan den went home at 11 plus ..
partly cux yan has some kayaking race e next day ..
and also cux of this a few couldn't make it for my super last min chalet ..
hmm ..
had fun though ..
play one feng of mahjiong and poker cards ..
den they sleep ..
haha ..
i stone and slacked around with my sis friends till nearly 5am den go to bed ..
packed up e next day and home ..

this is more or less for the week bahx ..

i will cherish each and every moment spent with you
=)

2007-11-28T01:08:00.000+08:00

Hmm ..
feeling a lil empty again ..
trying to study for my biz sats test thats later or tml ..
term test is coming in 2 weeks time ..
i've not been studying since the start of sem ..
been staying in sch till late doing nth ..
sometimes i dunno what i'm doin either ..
next week i said to myself ..
no more staying in sch late ..
mugging has to come ..
i mux start from scratch ..
i know nth ..
its very bad i can tell ..

i know i'm not suppose to do this ..
i know its not right ..
but i still can't stop myself from doing it ..
=(

2007-11-26T01:14:00.001+08:00

Hey there ..
hmm ..
been busy busy busy ..
went blood donation,celebrated bday ..
1st time in sch for my bday like 16 years of my life ..
had pressie ..
handshakes ..
SO NICE !!
thanks for everyone for pressie and celebration ..
still got 2 more darlings booking mie out to dinner in replacement of my pressie ..
LOL ..
aren't they good ??

got into GL for OTC ..
will be even more busy during the holis ..
got night cycling,OTC and upcoming laser challenge ..
WHEE ~~

AC been giving mie alot of fun and laughter that i love ...
dinner sessions where we used to gossips and make new friends like "sarah", "andrew" ..
learn to LAUGH OUT LOUD when you feel pissed (taught by hui san) ..
but been really involved in AC and not really coping my studies well ..
i told myself i will study as mid sem is coming ..
=)

sun,jux now,
morning went ubin for 1st time for rekee ..
well ..
i was a bit sua ku cux i nv go before ..
cycled muddy trails, steep slopes, went to the highest point and all ..
its in the morning cum afternoon ..
been really tired after that ..
and think 2 weeks later ..
a real rekee at night ..
=/
LOL ..
think i'll die for that ..
really die ..
den came home bathe den went movie with them ..
well ..
not all ..
bout 10 ppl ..
watched the kingdom ..
its like a terrorist show bahx ..
and know what ??
boon yee drive eh ..
so fun !!
drive us to and fro PS ..
had fun in the car ..
1st time sit friends car with so many friends taking tgt !!
LOL ..
i'm so excited ..
haha ..

its gonna be monday again ..
another busy week bahx ..
starting to work on projects and stuff ..
and all the AC stuff ...

well ..
been quite happy ..
BUT ...
missed "someone" for 3 days ..
sch early later ..
class test,quizes ..
neh sick ..
many many ..
oh !!
and i found out that STARBUCKS OREO CHEESECAKE is DAMN nice ..
cux AC got that for mie on my bday as my cake !!
=D

thats for now ..
i'm living life happily ..
as for now,
i love the freedom that i have ..
i love everyone around mie .. (except for some)
jux that sometimes feel a lil empty in my ❤ ..
=)

2007-11-24T17:08:00.000+08:00

SCORPIO WOMAN

A simple woman who always show what kind of a moods she is in. You can tell right way if she up set, or if she is flirting with you. She displays herself with her act much more than trying to say it for it's in her character.

A Scorpio woman has her own mysterious personality. She is confident and deep down inside she is quite proud of herself. She hates to think she is borne a woman and so limiting her with a certain social acceptable rules. She is a real woman and despite her innocent and childish looks, she has a spirit of free soul. Many men will make mistake if they think she is a good follower, they are wrong.

She thinks being a plain simple housewife is boring. She likes to have power and control over other people, but this will be only her secret, so you will only see a cute woman. Every things she does will look good, and she has all the woman's trick you can think of. She can manipulate men without they knowing it.

If you think she’s going to do everything you say because she loves you, then you will be disappointed. She could be a little tomboyish and she can understand you by just looking in your eyes. You may say sweet words which could sweep any woman, but not with the Scorpio woman. She will use her X-ray eyes reading your thought of what you just said or what you are going to say. She always smile and she can really hide her feeling.

She will constantly show you that she loves freedom. If she has freedom, she will not leave you, but will even love you more. If she wants something, she will do everything to get it. She has her own sixth sense of people and you can feel that energy feed back when you around her. She likes a man who can earn her respect, and she will also respect and feel proud of that man. A man with power over her should not threat or challenge her confident. She likes to have a good looking , strong and healthy man especially if she start to compare with her friends' boyfriends. It is a plus if he hold a degree or a good career.

She is a hot lady. She likes heavy music. She either loves or hates, there are no "fond of", or "like" for her. Love has no "may be", or "perhaps". If she is real mad, she will trash and throw things. Her wind storm can sweep all her dishes and you could get accidentally hit on your head for this matter. Be calm, it is just your grand mother favorite china for she has good quality as much as her bad tempered.

Sometimes she shows her weakness, but it won't be long. She will put herself together and back to be that hot chili again. If she loves you, it will be no matter what other people may say. Her relationship will be more important than what is right or wrong. Because of this reason, you may know some Scorpio woman become a second wife, a mistress.

She is spoil, but she allows her love one to over power her. Dating this woman, you should not keep old love letters in your pocket or in your house. It could be a love letter 2 years ago, but never mind she will argue about this since this is a big deal for a suspicious woman. Remember she has a temper of the shrew.

If you play a cold war with her, she will treat you likewise and double it. If you stood her up once, she will stood you up 2-3 times. She is quite fair in justice, so she can accept your apologies as much as she can pretend to accept things for now and wait for a pay back revenge in the future. If you are nice to her, she will double that to you as well. A real fair woman.

She likes to make and spend money. She likes to have fame and reputations, and never let herself broke and have no name at the same time. She is too proud and will not accept status of being "Poor". She loves to have face, so if you are a manager with small salary, she will be proud more than more money being a truck driver. She hates to think and she can not stand a feeling of being a "Nobody".

If you like her, play a little hard to get. This will excite her a bit. When you go out on a date, set your schedule, but do not let she knows that you have planned this for weeks. Always go to pick her up on time or better to go 5-10 minutes early.

2007-11-19T22:40:00.000+08:00

Hmm ..
in mac now ..
somehow in someway i feel like crying ..
its some things i saw bahx ..
cux i was already a lil sian ..
den i saw some things ..
was jux speechless ..
mayb i should have jux gone home from bugis ..
den mayb my mood would still be good ..
=/
like i've said ..
i can smile as if nth happened but no one knows how i'm feeling inside ..

i'm strong ..
i wanna be strong and i once said i dun wan and wun cry infront of my friends ..
my bday is coming ..
i should be and should stay happy !!
and i'll try my best to ..
=)

2007-11-18T23:42:00.000+08:00

WAHH !!!!
busy busy busy ..
sy for not blogging ..

well ..
mon had a weird tummy and wasn't really in e right mood ..
i overslept and i skipped class for e whole day..
was kinda fine after that ..
had iguides meeting with my members and and dinner with AC ppl at bedok..
we ordered some zhi char food and share ..
oh ya !!
had munchy dounut before dinner too ..
was damn full ..
joked and all den home !!
=)

tues ..
had sch till 6pm ..
was quite sian and boring ..
had iguides meeting ..
den meet ac ppl at cartel aft meeting and went home tgt !!

Wed, START of TPRAWKS
met in tcc,knew my fellow blue PLs ..
met my fellow rockers ..
atmosphere and all was quite dead and sian till a grp of malays came ..
its 1st day so can't blame but they really did changed my feeling ..
1st day prog was quite boring cux we visit schools ..
i went to class for biz stats test and it was scandal;charm's bday !!
too bad i can't be there to celebrate with her ..
but did take a pic ..
aft tp rawks went for iguides meeting ..
den dinner with them cux ac ppl at bugis ..
haha ..

thurs ..
tprawk was more interesting ..
had activities like learning dance,dragonboat,captains ball and ALP site de ..
these activities alone took e whole of day 2 ..
but day 2 we came out with cheers and all ..
so we were super hyper !!
=)
had more more fun and more more tiring ..
had a rocker injured ..
did really learned even more things through this incident ..

fri ..
last day ..
the main comm CLs came out with a tp rawk song ..
haha ..
its so nice and fun ..
we had our last sch visiting and CCN day ..
den it was dinner and jam and hop ..
things were kinda disastrous ..
but still manage to handle thought i was a like fed up ..
learned to handle things even more and felt how it is to be a PL to lead and know my men ..
didn't go CPF aft debrief cux went home with wc and neh ..

Sat ..
bro's 21st bday ..
helped my mum perpare food ..
fry and cook ..
brought to e chalet but his friends didn't eat much ..
so had quite alot left ..
well ..
they played alot and big ..
from drawing on my bro till shaving pattern at his side bern and leg hair ..
like OH MY GOODNESS !!??
ya ..
den my bro had to shave his side bern cux he's an army officer ..
but think he had alot fun bahx ..
i'm so waiting for my 21st to come too ..
but my 17th is coming !!!!!!!!
=D

today ..
went neh's hse ..
brought food from my hse too ..
cux really alot food at home ..
den we played mahjiong ..
for super long ..
haha ..
won money ..
we joked,played and cam whored ..
fun indeed !!

tml that uncle aka wc gonna take his driving test ..
mie,neh,jenna all hoping that he would pass ..
cux that means free rides for us to and fro sch !!
=D
and if he did pass ..
thurs we can go on a celebration !!
WHEE~~

for ppl who read this post ..
4 more days !!!
and i'll say BYE BYE TO 16 !!!
=D
rmb my pressie !!!!
`TATA

2007-11-12T00:32:00.000+08:00

WA LAO !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
1st they start a rumour ..
Den the dance den the pic ..
i'm fine till there ..
den now they circulating e picture around ??!!!!
WTF ??!!!

i'm very very disappointed in you ..

i can smile as if nth happened but i'm deeply hurt inside ..

2007-11-11T13:43:00.000+08:00

There there ..
i shall start blogging ..
this week,
mon ended sch slack in ac room den had tp rawks briefing ..
help neh in e lab for his pubilicity things and home sweet home ..

tues
sch till 6
went ac room, den to concert at lascell at bugis
had dessert den went home ..

wed
sch till 5,
interview for laser challenge at 7
den night cycling
=)
had alot of fun..
joking and playing ..
we cycled from east coast to paya lebar to upper thomson for prata..
den the same route back to east coast ..
LOL ..
wanted to return e bike but they said wanna go e dunno what place ..
so we went,blow wind, see scenery den it started to rain ..
went to shelter ..
waited for an hour plus and its still pouring quite heavily..
they thought of leaving e place so we cycled in e rain ..
den zelda slipped,fell and cut her head ..
everyone was worried, they send her to clinic den to hospital
she had a few stiches but fine after that bahx..
she was strong ..
very strong ..
and had "someone" there for her
though she did injured herself, we saw a touching scene..
she had "someone" there corcening and caring for her..
=)
we returned e bikes after that, they had mac breakfast den home ..

slept for a while den went JB with my family ..
had bak kut teh den shop around ..
shop till my eyes wanna close ..
LOL ..
back to sing and slept ..

fri ..
sch den slack den went cheesecake cafe at night ..

sat had iguides training den went to bugis to meet them ..
they had their dinner while i went to get e pressie ..
walk around ..
had tian ping den home !!

now i'm suppose to go to neh's hse le ..
=)
TAT !!

2007-11-10T03:13:00.000+08:00

WooHoO ~~~
damn long nv blog le ..
net had some prob and i was kinda busy recently ..
more busy days are coming i can tell ..
hmm ..
alot alot alot of things happened during this short short period of time ..
dun really know how to say it too ..
but there's both sad and happy ..
more to e sad on thurs ..
mux slowly recall and blog bahx ..
now no time no time ..
gotta so to bed soon cux i got iguides training later ..
=)
update soon !!

2007-11-08T22:47:00.000+08:00

I'm standing aside helplessly,
watching you fighting your war on your own.
We said to share things when we are not "right" and i did lent a helping hand to help you share your burdens and fight your war tgt with you.
But you said no and kept mie away from your war.
So i'm standing aside helplessly,
watching you fighting your war.
Its so difficult not to offer help to you.
I tried again and again but i got back the same ans.
I tried standing away from your war knowing that you want to face it all by yourself.
But i still couldn't help myself to look at you fighting your war.
and by standing aside made me feel uselesss.
being not able to share your burdens,
not able to fight your war with you.
I know its hard for you,
thats why i chose to keep quiet at the side,
not letting you know how i'm feeling.
Its really hard to see you torture yourself and go out there alone.
This also shows that i actually failed on not being able to help and share.
Mayb you would find a better person whom you could say the same things to or even let him or her fight with you in your war.
and if u really do,
i hoped that you could drop me a hint.
so that i could stop offering to help fight your war with you.
and as for now,
i'll still be there when you need me,
to offer you a helping hand from time to time.

2007-11-01T17:45:00.000+08:00

Hmm ..
these few days kiinda busy so nv blog
in ac room now ..
later got training ..
=)
wan and sheena came to my sch !!
i brought them around and see see and have fun ..

ytd ended class at 5 den had lounge duty till 6
den met up with ac ppl to watch becoming royston by alvin neo ..
the show was OMG de "NICE" llor ..
haha
a bit no meaning lla ..
the nicest part of e movie is e ending bahx ..
very sweet ..
thats all ..
HAHA ..
den went dinner with ac ppl ..
had quite alot of fun during dinner ..
the jokes, gossipiing and all ..
LOVE IT !!
didn't had such a good laugh for very long le ..

tues had lessooon till 6 plus, help neh do e board till 7 plus den go home le
mon went running in e noon ..
slacked in AC room till quite late den crash ish's lec
after that iguides interview den long long talking session with ish ..
thats all ..

was quite busy recently ..
got into tp rawks and iguides ..
otc's list is still not out yet ..
open house soon ..
many many things ..
but i'm quite happy with my busy life now ..
though i'm quite busy but at least i'm truly happy ..
=)
thats all for now !!
LOVE ALL !!

2007-10-27T18:34:00.000+08:00

Kai Yan and Wei Cheng bully Ricky ma !!
LOL
http://youtube.com/watch?v=kjdO4vd3VA8

2007-10-27T02:13:00.000+08:00

Lets start from traning on thurs !!
well ..
it was good but at e same time tiring ..
1st time see weicheng SO SO fierce ..
LOL ..
ran a round of reservior ..
almost died cux i got headache ..
esther had stiches ..
and our grp only we 2 girls ..
den cux of some things we kanna punishment, push ups ..
i do and cux hand no more strength ..
(before that got do before e run)
so i drop on e floor with my head landing 1st ..
and result in a ba-lu-ku now on my head ..
they had esther and i to get up and my 1st time tearing in tp came ..
i dunno why ..
mayb i have this feeling that is pain till i teared for a while ..
friends,papa,mama,all e ppl around concern-ing ..
LOL
so pai seh ..

hmm ..
den did endurance training ..
till arms pain ..
next was games ..
esther and i didn't join ..
well ..
cux we still not that well to join in ..
aft games had debrief,intro of new ppl and done !!
dinner and home sweet home !!
=)

friday friday ..
had lessons till 1pm den met ee ling and ji xiang for lunch ..
talked and back to e room to slack ..
and also lounge to slack ..
had badminton game at 4pm with wc,besley,jenna and one more guy who splited dinesh's pants ..
cux neh suppose to play with us den he wan do his things ..
so we found someone to replace him,wearing his clothings ..
so ...
you know ..
had a very tiring badminton with wc around ..
really dying ..
back to ac room to slack den dinner at TM ..
they suppose to have meeting ..
we ended up at arcade and slacking around ..
kaiyan,wc,nigel,jenna, and mie ..
went cafe cartel to slack till they end meeting ..
cux e rest dun wan go ..
talk talk talk den cabbie home !!
=)

hmm ..
been running about btwn AC room and SU recently ..
AC ppl ask mie wan/whether will i run for main comm ..
SU ppl asked mie e same thing ..
my ans .. i dunno ..
i seriously dunno ..
not avoiding but if i do run ..
i really gotta make a choice ..
they are jux 2 different feelings at 2 different places that i liked ..
its jux so hard to make a decision ..
=/
SU is a big family always handling big things with many many stuff ..
with the people there so friendly regradless of main/sub comm, knowing or not knowing them ..
AC is a small family with everyone bonded tgt having fun tgt and all ..
a place where i can unleash my potential and at e same time, i love e feeling ..
it brings mie back to my olden days of GG ..
i really really need time to make a decision between the two ..

i've been unconciously facing some problems ..
what i wan and need now is to be alone ..
with friends around is more than enough ..
you said you would let mie do what i want ..
what i want now is you to jux let mie be on my own ..
whats over is over,
whats done is done ..
is the effort that you took to do dring e thing and not after it ..
thats all i can say and i really really hope that you would understand ..
now i only want to concentrate on my studies and my cca..
thats enough ..

2007-10-24T17:49:00.000+08:00

came home early today to slack and rest ..
i know i'm tired but dunno why i jux can't slp ..
mayb not used to afternoon naps bahx ..
luckily my lesson is 2pm tml ..
den tml can slp longer ..
hmm ..
so bored now ..
=/

2007-10-24T01:16:00.000+08:00

1st day of sch was marvellous in a few ways but wasn't so great too ..
got to met lots of friends that i missed !!
=)))
*GIVES BIG BIG HUGS !!*

another way that it wasn't that great was some misunderstandings ..
cleared them up though ..
had long long talking session with both charms,over e lunch and ish,suppose over dinner ..
LOL
nice ..
talk everything out !!!
went home quite sadly but was fine after that !!

PLAYED GUNBOUND !!!!
duke,weicheng,des & mie !!
fun fun ..
addicted !!

today sch was great too ..
though lecs were as boring ..
met OGIMA for lunch !!
went ac room today !!
play mahjiong,gunbound,slack ..
did e most stupid thing,
eating garlic bread with lots of water before running ..
resulting in almost puking halfway through ..
bad stamina i mux say ..
mux train train train ..
DOROTHY IS DETERMINED TO KEEP HERSELF FIT !!
and think i'll die on thurs training !!
LOL !!!
went for sinful KFC dinner with them and cabbie home with that request from that lazy weicheng !!
HAHA !!

tml or be it later...
goin interview for tp rawks and otc ...
hope that i would get in ..
=)
for e fun that i love !!

today,
ricky ma went to check up for his casted 90 degree hand ..
dunno whats e outcome ..
cux he nv tell mie ..
LOL ..
weicheng is being asked by des to put himself to e ac store !!
haha ..
talked to kai bout some stuff ..
i'm found to be e normal one ..
BE YOURSELF !!
thats what he said ..
thats for being there..
i know i'm matured den that guy in my thinkings !!
YES !!
haha ..
he's away for 4mths of sip and back on thurs for ac trainings !!
nv meet ish today ..
cux she go find boss ..
mayb tml's e day !!
=))

`TATA

2007-10-22T00:22:00.000+08:00

ONE MONTH ONE MONTH ONE MONTH !!!
ONE MONTH LATER IT SHALL BE !!!
the day that nigel and i was born on !!!!
so looking forward to it ..
but den ..
its a thursday ...
and ....
i start at 11am and end at 4pm + there might be AC training ..
=/
and i dun even know what i'm gonna do on my bday ..
BRRRRR
shall see ..
=)

2007-10-21T22:02:00.000+08:00

Sch gonna start tml eh !!!
siians ..
=/
but i do miss sch food !!
=)
1st week no lec so this thurs i no sch ..
but i'm goin for AC training !!
=DDDDDD
today went to my grandma's hse to pray ..
den went to bugis street to walk walk ..
saw a bag ..
dunno whether to buy not ..

den went bugis junction to walk ..
bought a new pencil case and phone pouch from wallet shop !!!
now i got 5 of e same pattern !!
=)
super happy !!

looking forward to thurs de AC training !!

2007-10-20T00:31:00.000+08:00

today went sch to rot again !!
=D
we cleared e AC room !!
=)
was fun ..
and i still like e feeling of e place so neat and nice after clearing up !!
WHEE~~
AC ppl came back from their hantu camp ..
they got lots of sandflies bites on them ..
i wonder how it feels like ..
but i dun wish to get bitten either ..
=D
sch gonna re-open soon ..
=/
anyway ..
i got psychology for my cds ..
heard that it isn't that easy to study ..
=(
i'm scared ..
LOL ..

2007-10-18T01:29:00.000+08:00

Found out that there's a guy in AC who has e same birthday as mie !!
but time got big difference ..
he's born in e morning and i'm born at night !!
haha ..
but till now,
i actually realised that we using e same brand de lappy,same phone ..
LOL
there'll be more to find out !!
Seriously,
AC ppl gave mie so much fun during the camp and also during these few days when we rot ..
they made mie laughed ALOT and forget all my troubles ..
so i've decided to join AC when sch re-opens !!
=)

2007-10-17T15:47:00.000+08:00

Hmm ..
its so bored these few days ..
so rot rot rot ..
and now i'm in sch with the AC ppl rotting !!
LOL ..
looking forward to tml's ice skating !!
=)

2007-10-15T02:10:00.000+08:00

Woke up to realise that everyone around mie have already tuck themselves in bed ..
called to find ppl to chat with mie ..
but apprantly there's no one out there to pick up my call ..
feel so bored while i watch my tok tok tok show ..
BRRRRRRRRRRRRRR ...

2007-10-14T02:21:00.000+08:00

There wasn't much to talk about for chalet ..
its onli a 2day 1 night thingy ..
reached there at 3 plus with eil,pj ..
den gj,jf,ws,ed's there le ..
went into chalet and slacked till bbq time ..
started bbqing and some people there dunno how to bbq their own food ..
den keep standing there and wait for food onli ..
till the time they realise they gotta bbq their own food,
the eat and eat from e start till the end ..
as if no one else paid onli them,
as if no one else wants to eat ..
never spare a thought for others !!

bathe and went to TM to catch midnight movie with eil,mun and becca ..
pj stayed in e chalet cux she goin home ..
we went to watch residents evil ..
gothic show i mux say ..
but not bad ..
anyway ..
met AC ppl and they goin for the same show at e same timing !!
=)
went straight back to chalet after movie and slept after a while ..
slp till 6 plus ..
rot and went mac breakfast at 7plus till 8 plus ..
went back chalet to slp and checked out ..
headed straight home after that ..

2007-10-11T23:15:00.000+08:00

WHEE ~~~
back from camp camp camp !!!
and its so fun !!!
haha ..

day 1-rainy
reached sch in e afternoon ..
saw des and of cux i said ..
hey !!
i'm not late !!
=)
did registration and waited for people to come ..
pouring heavily ..
got into groups, briefing from des and ICE BREAKING !!
got to know ogima people;ricky,denise,erin,adelyn ..
the rest not there yet ..
till some time later ..
they came and more names to rmb ..
haha ..

ice break more and building of tents !!
we got our food ration and we had to field cook ..
its like ages back that i join camo as participant,field cook and even sleep in tent ..
but i really missed it ..
therefore i'm there in AC camp !!
=)
had dinner and we set out for our night walk ..
ogima's the 1st to set off ..
partically walked to that place near central and had our walk ..
i paired up with ade ..
we held hands and walked ..
everything's fine till a point that the whole grp gotta walk together..
its like jungle walk ..
there's puddles of water everywhere and of cux MUD !!!
cux i rained rmb ??
so its like EWWW ..
and we dirtied our shoes ..
its wet too ..

OH YA ..
and during dinner,
we came out with the denise pa and ricky ma cheer ..
=)
ricky ma was with us through e walk and i dunno where denise pa went ..
ma tried to take a pic for us when we are near e ending point with the trees and all ..
but ...
FAILED ..
LOL ..
took a pic at the roadside before heading back to sch ..
we walked a shortcut back to sch and we kept teh-ing with ma and ask him to get us food and drinks cux we are hungry ..
and he teh back saying no ..
HAHA !!
its kind of fun lla ..
took pics of our shoes and ma step on our feet !!
but we had our revenge ..
LOL ..

since we are the 1st grp to set off,needless to say we reached sch 1st ..
saw wen qiang alone at the table watcing our tents ..
haha ..
changed into slippers,washed our shoes,and ate our biscuits while we waited for e rest to come back ..
had a long debrief before bath ..
but debrief from pa and ma was funny and interesting ..
pa asked bout our feedback and meanwhile pa and ma quarrelled at the same time ...
their so called "quarrels" made us laugh like mad ..
and even came out with the 2 more kids sold to bangalah thingy ..
and this is the most memorable debrief that i ever had !!

day 2-sunny
gotta report at bout 6.30 ...
we woke up onli at 6 ..
LOL
wash up,warm up,breakfast,unpitch tents by 8am ..
brought our stuff to meeting room and headed for ALP;high elements ..
didn't dare to try anything ..
but i belay andy till i almost FLY !!!
haha ..
and my leg hurts k !!
i didn't climb at all ..
cux i got phobia ..
sat in e hut and rest and acc wen qiang cux i dun wanna go out to the sun while my grp ppl went to the 2nd station.
while resting ..
i held my courage and went up to my 1st station using yuma's time ..
i'm like sry bout that ..
and its freaking scary up there ..
=/
nigel belayed mie and i finished that station ..
there's like yuma and ogima ppl watching ..
so pai seh llor ..
oh yes !!
and when my grp's halfway through the 3rd station,
the dunno who let us play flying fox ..
and i'm e last to FLY !!!
=D
most of us became roasted jux for this half day that we are having ALP ..
OH OH ..
while in e hut throwing stones at des,i accidentaly threw one that hit his head ..
and it went "TOK" so loudly can ??!!
den i feel so guilty can ??...
haha ..

had packed lunch at mensa den laser challenge ..
was fun but tiring and i died so fast !!
haha ..
pitched tents again and we cooked dinner ..
den the 2nd laser challenge ..
=)
played in the dark at the garden with rockets ..
i died very fast again ..
cux got ppl back stab mie ..
LOL ..
thought of cheer for campfire performance and practised while other grps play..
had debrief and tata ..
thats all ..

day 3-sunny
had amazing race in the morning ..
shall not go into details ..
fun but at the same time tiring ..
had to walk and run around tamp to search ..
had to play games to go on ..
big big sun made us even more roasted ..
finished my water even before finding e 1st checkpoint ..
didn't get wet at the last station and i'm the survivor !!!
reached sch like dying zombies ..
went to stop our timing before refilling of water and making ricky ma wet at the water cooler ..
den we tricked denise pa to take out her talkie and BOOM ..
water onto her !!
=) ..
ricky ma,wen qiang and one more guy saw ..
den we started to play with water, pouring around till all of us got drenched !!
LOL !!
fun !!
=D

had some food,washed tents and all while waiting for other groups to come back ..
bidding of food started ..
we could use e points we earned to get food that we want ..
den dinner time and campfire ..
played,performed and all ..
almost got sarbo-ed to dance but luckily the wanted ade to replace mie cux amber;her twin is up there dancing too ..
campfire ended,briefing,supper and last bath !!
ade and i talked to denise n wen qiang about someone ..
den night talk talk till 3 plus den slp ..
the meeting room is super cold ..
LOL !!

day 4-sunny
field cook breakfast for the last time ..
had lots lots of food ..
den we went to the back to build our catapult and play bombing ..
ours can shoot far for light items but not heavy ones ..
LOL ..
when the war ended, we played with our remaining water bombs !!
des is e one who is always briefing ..
when he warned us all of us already aiming him le ..
LOL ..
boom and he was wet straight after he finished his sentence ..
haha ..
changed and went to LT for the memory lane thingy ..
went to SAA downstairs for further briefing and BREAK CAMP !!

Ogima went to design sch for lunch with denise pa and ricky ma ..
pa treat us ice milo and ma treat us fruits and "biscuits" ..
LOL ..
den we played games to finish the "biscuits" ..
there the main comm people was talking to benjamin den we went to SAA and sth happened ..
hahaha ..

night we went to TM pastamania to have dinner. Ogima + Yuma = Yugima
went back to sch to look for AC people after dinner den home sweet home ..
=)

had SO SO SO much fun within those 4 days i mux say ..
its nice and i'm missing it already ..
=D

2007-10-07T23:59:00.000+08:00

Work work work ..
workedfor 6 days at the converse warehouse sales from 2-6 oct ...
was like hell ..
2nd was jux unpacking ..
e sales start on 3rd..
stand for about 12 hours everyday ..
i start work at bout 9.30 in the morning and end work at boout 9 or 9.30 at night ..
onli get to sit and rest when there's lunch or dinner break for half an hour each ..
the place there is freaking hot and made us sweat sweat sweat ..
they gave us free flow of mineral water ..
so drank quite alot ..
=)
i worked at the kappa section ..
the people there are jux so nice to talk to ..

luckily i'm at the kappa section cux e converse and everlast de damn lot of ppl till can DIE ..
haha ..
best is still eil ..
she work at the bag there ..
cooling,easy job ..
unlike mie ..
gotta fold clothes all the time ..
and pei pei sell slippers !!
=D
i suppose hers is also better than mine ..

after that almost one week of working ..
got bout 300++ working money ..
each of us leave the place with at least a converse plastic bag and a packet supper ..
the welfare there i must say ..
its SUPER !!!
everyday,lunch and dinner is different ..
u nv get to eat the same thing again through e week ..
its jux like full of surprises everyday of what we gonna have for lunch or dinner ..
=)

had lots of fun working there ..
but e onli unhappy thing is THER**A bahx ..
dunno what to say bout that ..
and the logbook thingy ..
=/

2007-09-25T04:57:00.000+08:00

Was about to go to bed and guess what i saw ??
A full moon ..
its so beautiful ..
its yellowish in colour and its really totaly rounded ..
its jux like the one in e legendary stories and those drawings that are on e mooncake boxes ..
when i first went into e room with no lights on ..
i thought it wasn't real ..
i thought my eyes are playing a trick on mie ..
because i never see this before ..
it even has clouds drifting pass the moon thats like lines across it ..
too bad i dun have a telescope or sth at home ..
but i took a few pictures with my 7.2 megapixel camera ..
and it turn out to be like a dot or lamp in the black sky ..
.but still ..
its SOOO B-E-A-U-TIFUL when u see with your bare eyes ..
will upload the photos when i have the time to do so ..
well ..
i still have to go to sch later for e celebration ..
SO LONG ..
=)

2007-09-03T02:43:00.000+08:00

Its pouring heavily outside ..
when it rains ..
esp at night and when i'm at home ..
i'll have this feeling ..
mayb a insecure feeling ..
i dunno why ..

been to he it fair these few days ..
everyday go there will look for pei,yun,sheena, chuan and pc connect people ..
was nice to see them there ..
kyle and leslie also working there ..
and of cux e samsung people ..
happy to see all of them though ..
except for some ppl ..

when back to hs on fri for teacher's day celebration ..
was fun and nice to go back ...
see old friends and all the people i missed ..
so glad to see wan lin ..
went shopping with her and eil ..
bought a pair of lovers watch with wan ..
=D

but still ..
some things have to be said ..
i do dislike e2 at times ..
its jux an undescriable feeling ..
partly because of some ppl inside ..
and partly because of e way they act ..
mayb they are jux a class who nv stop copying others work ..
i dislike ppl who COPY SOMEONE ELSES THINGS AND THINK ITS THEIR OWN..
JUX LIKE SOME PROUD PPL IN SOME CLASS ..
1st ..
that dunno what stupid cheer they have for e teachers in e video..
it ORIGINATED FROM TP ..
den the dance ..
it ORIGINATED FROM GIRL GUIDES,FROM GERALDINE ..
well ..
people ended up teaching one another using e same some ..
mostly of e same moves to perform AS THEIR PIECE OF CLASS WORK ..
THEY THINK THEY FREAKING PROUD ABOUT IT ..
BUT HAVE THEY THOUGHT THAT THEY ARE COPYING ??
i bet some people saw e dance and aren't happy bout it too ..
mayb cux THEY DID E DANCE LAST YEAR AND SAYING PPL COPY THEIR DANCE ..
HAVE THEY EVEN THINK OF THAT FEELING WHEN THEY ARE COPYING SOMEONE ELSES DANCE ???!!!!
WELL ..
JUX SOME FREAKING PPL I CAN'T STAND ..

jux now went to the fair for last min shopping ..
bought zen stone plus for sis's bday pressie ..
i influence her to get a red one ..
she got a free silicon case ..
she took a blue one ..
help sheena to buy hers too ..
well ..
influenced her on red too ..
den she got a black silicon case ..
=)
i bought a red speakers for my lappy too ..
love it so much ..

went 6th level to help kel get his laptop cooler while i shop around ..
i bought laptop casing ..
FINALLY !!
=D
wanted to buy screen guard ..
but dun have my screen size ..
so didn't buy ..

went steamboat on sat too ..
had a real great time ..

love all ..
=)

looking forward to the goin out and meeting of all my long nv see friends ..
=D

2007-08-17T12:45:00.000+08:00

Well ..
my net got prob ..
so didn't use net for quite a number of days le bahx ..
exams coming up ..
or be it next fri ..
but i haven started studying at all llars ..
most probably will start today ..
cux will be out e whole day tml ..

hmm ..
cooked spagetti, potato salad,potato wedges and cambelli soup ytd ..
haha ..
nice and feeling ..
but used alot of utensils and pots ..
haha ..
my maid wash ..
=D
she 1st time eat spagetti ..
had lots of fun though ..
but took lots of time ..
hmm ..
still miss the time that i always go to eil's hse after sch to cook our own meals and slack around ..
thats all bahx ..
will update soon ..
most probably after exams bahx ..
tml i'm goin to watch fireworks with my darling ..
=D
LOVE ALL !!!
MISS ALL !!
(^-^)

2007-08-02T20:30:00.000+08:00

Oh ya ..
ytd ..
i saw yc when i was at the bus stop about to go home ..
den i so happy ...
cux superlong nv see him ..
chatted for a while in 27 ..
den he sat at e back seat while i'm like a few seats infront ..
and he ..
slept in e bus again !!
always same pattern ..
so i called his phone to wake him up when its time for him to get off e bus ..
LOL ..

den today morning ..
went sch ..
late for OB lec cux of econs project ..
when i was walking i told my friends ..
aiya ..
today nv see my eye candy ..
and when i was about to reach e LT ..
GUESS WHO I SAW ??
not my eye candy lla ..
ITS STEVEN KOR KOR !!!
=D
den i also so happy ..
cux also super long nv see him llor ..
den onli tell him somethings ..
didn't really get to chat with him ..
cux i was rushing for lecture ..

and bout afternoon ..
after projects and all done ..
ate lil lil food with charms that ball roller ..
den i brought milo up to drink while i teach charms excel ..
and after sometime i found A SPIDER IN MY MILO !!!!!
and i was like EWWWW ..
ok ..
thats not the main point ..
the thing is i went to canteen to return that milo cup and get a cup of moccah ..
AND ..
I SAW THE CADBURRY GUY !!!
WHEE ~~
he's like wearing pink ..
LOL ..

so my conclusion is ..
tml i may get to see hock kor kor and ish ..
mayb cux god knows i wanna meet them for dinner tml but will be cancelled cux some can't make it ..
den he let mie meet them so i dun miss them so muchie ..
LOL ..
well ..
a happy day today ..

and most of all ..
still miss my darling everyday ..
=D

2007-08-02T16:39:00.000+08:00

Well ..
jux finished teaching this scandalous lover her excel..
she almost made mie die ..
now i ask her to re do the mock test by herself for the time given ..
cux tml's the excel test !!
its 15% jux like mid-sem test ..
i think its give away ..
so hopefully i'll score tml !!
=)

today had submmission for my econs project, at the same time a Q & A with teacher ..
ours is seriously kind of short ..
mayb cux we are always attentive and teacher love us !!
=D
but i was freaking scared and nervous before that ..
this is different ..
its Q & A where you sit infront of him and he'll ask u the qns ..
i'm always scared of presentation i mux say ..
i dunno why ..
mayb cux it requires mie to be formal ..
well ..
haven buy my formal wear ..
and i need it for comm skills presentation ..
all projects are done accept for coom skills presentation ..
I'M SO HAPPY ..
super relieved from projects ..
but exams are comming ..
and the day before national day will be my comm skills test ..
and my sem tests will be at the end of aug ..
fast isn't it ???

today dee and i kinda disappointed..
we to them is friends or jux classmates ??
u all went out to have fun, leaving us behind ..
didn't even give us a chance to decide if we want to join..
or be it we didn't even know till ytd or even today ..
isn't this saddening ??
charms said :"why feel sad ??"
"its nth what .."
well ..
she's the bo chap kind lla ..
THATS ALL !!
=)

2007-08-01T21:54:00.000+08:00

i dunno why is this happening ..
sometimes i feel as if i'm struggling ..
struggling hard to get things done,
sometimes even wearing a mask ..
but who truly understand or know whats behind it ?
to whom can i take of that mask in front of ?
no one really know it,needless to say see it ..
i dunno why this is happening ..
i seriously don't wan these ..
=/
i'm feeling terrible ..
does anyone really understands ??

2007-07-28T02:18:00.000+08:00

Hmm ..
today lessons as normal ..
had excel mock test ..
was glad that i can do most of the things ..
=)
though i didn't really finish in time ..
den lunch & gals talk was fun ..
mostly bout teasing lijie with sugar aka QQ ..
LOL ..
and with the gun when we were in the LT ..
=D
and macro when they started talking to the teacher ..
she's nice de llor ..
though a bit toneless ..

well ..
went to scandal lover;charmaine's renovating hse ..
while delanie go meet her bf ..
i love her room though ..
cux i nv had a chance to do my own room ..
partly was cux i share it with my sis ..
and alot of cupboards was dump into my room ..
back to charm's room ..
its like my works and background ..
WHITE AND RED !!!
so cool can ??
i damn like it so much ...
she even put up a disco ball ..
LOL ..
that retro gal ..
she's inviting mie to her house to stay after its like done ..
=D

went to this talk with lover and del at defi orchard;the sch of make up ..
actually jux went with them for fun ..
cux i'm not the make up kinda person ..
it was kinda interesting lla ..
onli like to see how ppl put make up on ..
but dun like and too lazy to put it on myself ..
they gave us free door gifts thats like a brush,cleanser,eye gel,vouchers and stuff ..

went to clarke quay after that ..
wanted to go find eil ..
den charm and del went too..
we bought cup cakes while we are on our way there and i bought one for eil ..
find her and walked a lil and del left for home ..
charm and i wanted to have dinner before heading home ..
we walked and walked ...
lots of shops jux said they closed already ..
so we went about looking for food ..
ended ourselves up at BK which is jux beside e mrt station ..
had dinner and headed for home ..
charm and i talked quite alot today ..
get to know them even better ..
and of cux ..
start to share secrets ..
but actually not much of secrets ..
jux ladies talk ..
and i think i'm beginning to speak land laugh ike charm..
WAHAHA ..
=D

hmm ..
1B13 created a new forum ..
though i dun kinda like it ..
the way they write things and stuff bahx ..
i dunno lla ..
but i know i wun be so actively involve in it though i've signed up ..
thats all for the day bahx ..
=)

I DREAD STUDYING AND EXERCISING .. =(

2007-07-24T23:55:00.000+08:00

well ..
did OB presentation today ..
was kind of rush ..
we did last min stuff though ..
hmm ..
role play was fine and good ...
i was kanna bullied by CK,rox,li jie & sugar ..
=(
but jux a role play lla ..
too bad didn't ask ppl take pic for us ..
=((

accounts was sucky ..
i used to know how to do all the accounting things ..
since dunno when ..
i find acc to be so difficult and i'm struggling through ..
the test on mon was disastrous for mie ..
i was like dying through the paper ..

i wish i wish ..
i REALLY wish to go back to sec sch life ..
i yearned for the close relationship days ..
i missed the days i sleep in class but still being able to catch up ..
i miss math ..
plain math ..
the happy feeling when i'm able to solve a math qns after such long time ..
the extra lessons that mrs lai gave in e evenings ..
the FIXED timetable that we had ..
my cca thats on every tues ..
the campfires i used to attend and scream so loudly for the best supporting unit ..
basically i miss everything in secondary sch days ..
so much so much ..

sometimes its hard to act like u are fine when u are not ..

2007-07-24T22:18:00.000+08:00

Sometimes somethings is not like what you see ..
it might not be what u think it is like ..
and it not be as easy to explain ..

well ..
these few days have a lil prob with my darling ..
was quite sad though ..
but no matter what, i still love my darling ..

hmm ..
i dun like things to be complicated ..
i prefer simple things ..
they are not suppose to turn out this way ..
its not suppose to be like this ..
I DUN WAN !!!!!
=((((

2007-07-16T02:11:00.000+08:00

The two guys,nicohlas & jeremy.

These two guys are whom i pour my troubles to .. THANKS A LOT GUYS !!

and of cux ..

there's still ..

ISH !!! the lovely babe whom always helps ppl secretly.

and not forgetting .. my darling;my lifewire ..=)

last and not least ..
the girl ..

whom i always bully.
though we're in different sch, i still hope that we could be as close like how we used to be.
=)

2007-07-09T13:54:00.000+08:00

Well ..
life has benn fine ..
hmm ..
jux met up with some of the peeps of 4e3 ytd ..
went ta walk around and steamboat dinner after that ..
and went to meet my darling before home ..

my mid sem test not bad lla ..
onli failed OB ..
passed the rest with at least a B+ bahx ..
or be it all B+,onli one A ..

i'm in lounge now ..
nth to do ..
like der ...
my darling working at the dunno what place near IMM ..
den i dun feel like goin home ..
so slacking around here ..
=)
thats all bahx ..

oh ..
i got into SU le ..
so i'm allowed to come into the lounge and the sub-com area ..
WHEE~~
=D

2007-06-29T12:45:00.000+08:00

Well .. super long nv blog ..
haha ..
eil came to my hse ytd ..
she borrowed mty lappy to do her work ..
haha ..
doing fine in sch ..
getting my results this week and next ..
currently still not bad ..
jux did my 1st presentation for CSA ..
of course i'm scared and nervous ..
so talked very fast ..
haha ..
but still ok lla ..
though we missed nout quite a number of things in our wep pages ..

well ..
my class is not bad ..
think they are quite fun bahx ..
though there's always cliques around ..
i'm the one who always run between groups ..
heex ..
love to play around ..
haha ..
THATS MIE !!
=)

got to run ..
cux lesson ended le ..
WHEE ~~~~
till then ..
some pics are in my yahoo album ..
so can check them up ..
haha ..
but i haven really updated them yet ..
=Pp

2007-06-10T11:06:00.000+08:00

OH YES !!!!!
guess who i met today ??
......................................
MR KELVIN TAN !!!!!!!!!
WAHAHA ..
he got super cute mushroom head hairstyle ..
*SMILES WIDE WIDE*
well ..
met him at kpool ..
went there with mz,eil,dan & zarlie ..
haha
1st time meeting zarlie and i think his name sounds like darlie ??
=D
well ..
zarlie is a real good pool player ..
got trashed by him ..
hmm ..
think my skills gone down le bahx ..
i super long never play pool ...
bought presents for rebecca ..
well ..
had a fun time thought its only at hougang mall ..
and ..
that mz takes cab like take bus like that llor !!!
cannot ta han ..

thats all bahx ..
well ..
gonna see kel again tml ..
really lost of catch up to do ..
i super miss him can ??
=)

2007-06-07T19:13:00.000+08:00

YAY !!!
test over !!!!
hahaha ..
watched twister at library after small breakfast ..
den went TM for pasta and home ..
sounds like nth much but times flies ah ..
so fast and a sem is gone for poly life and half a year is gone ..
i seriously miss my secondary sch life ..
anyway ..
i think goin to poly will grow fat eh ..
u go lessons break de time go for lunch ..
after lunch sit in LT and listen + slack ..
wun we grow fat ??
wats more we hardly climb stairs now ..
cux theres a lift ..
LOL ..
so yes ..
i think i'm growing fat ...
hahaha ..
so ..
hopefully dance quickly start so i can exercise ..
HAHA ..

tml mayb goin out wit eil ..
go shopping and movie ..
=)
thats all bahx ..

2007-06-05T00:47:00.000+08:00

HEY PPL !!!
rmb the videos bout 3 post ago ??
bout my god bro doin shots in mrt ??
its in the magazine !!
U weekly ..
if u have bought them ..
flip to page 61 and u will see his news ..
though somethings they said aren't that true ..
those who don't have a copy of the U weekly,
you can buy it or find someone to lend it to you OR you can borrow it from mie !!!
=)
thats all i wanna say ..
*SMILES*

2007-06-02T01:48:00.000+08:00

PIE !!!
YES YOU !!
Cake is looking for you ..
she needs a destress time next week fri,sat or sun ..
she needs to take a break from all the things around here ..
no studies, no relationships, no problems ..
(don't ask why)
but onli cake and pie ..
shopping,watching movie,camhore in toilet ..
nth but goin crazy with pie ..
cux i love to do so ..
pls contact cake ASAP ..
thanks ..
<3

2007-05-30T18:39:00.000+08:00

nah nu toe wo show ...
haha ..
this is what ish jux said and she is beside mie now ..
haha ..
its suppose to be a chinese song of na nu hai dui wo shou by wang yi da ..
LOL ..
den she dunno how to use my phone de player ..
askine if the think would scroll cux she see nth ..
and its suppose to be like if u see nth means it has no artist stated ..
HAHAHA ..

one reasone that i blogged this cux she complained that i very long never blog le ...
and i'm in the com lab now ..
so its so funny and i blog it llor ..
=D

k lla ..
life is fine ..
and mid sem tests coming ..
so ya ..
jux next week ..
and i have not start a single shit bout it ..
LOL ..
k ..
whatever lla ..

tml is wk's bday ..
den he want mie to stay at home to study cux i complained to him bout not having enough time to study ..
yes ..
i'm kind of stressed up llors ..
but don't care lla ..
i'm still goin out with him and his gang tml to celebrate his bady ..
=)

thats all ..
gtg ..
anyway ..
i'm so happy with life now ..
cux i have my friends around mie ..
but one sad thing is i kind of lost contact with my sec friends llors ..
=/
anyway ..
it'll be my holi after exams ..
so ya ..
will meet up with them llor ..

2007-05-07T02:44:00.000+08:00

this is my beloved lai hock kor kor ..
=)

Videos taken by joanna from her angle ..
Mrt 1

Mrt 2

and from my angle taken by mie !!
=)
Mrt 1

Mrt 2

how he came out with e ngoh hiang cheer ..

the next day,try out b4 showing to us;e freshiees ..

=)

2007-05-07T01:43:00.000+08:00

and i love my sub empire !!
=)